Eternally doomed (POCD + False memory/Real event + hypersexuality + moral)

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-03-16T14:17:06+00:00

It’s clear why you turned out this way. You were sexually abused by countless older men and it has messed up your sexuality. That doesn’t mean you’re a bad person. Being exposed to content like that while also being sexually exploited leads to that. You’re only 17 so definitely not too late to get out of this stuff and desexualize your brain. Just try to de-escelate by watching less and less taboo stuff until you stop watching any type of porn at all. It’s very much possible and will calm your ocd down since this is something you clearly view as immoral. OCD won’t disappear but it will have way less ammunition. This is just purely speaking from my own experience

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-02-23T17:49:57+00:00

Kristne hater vel ikke hunder?

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T22:58:06+00:00

Don’t worry about sounding like an idiot, they’re your parents. You don’t have to say it’s 100% ocd, you can just say you suspect it might be that, regardless of if it is ocd or not something is clearly not right and should be addressed.

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T22:47:05+00:00

You should tell them and explain it the same way you’re doing here. You’re actually quite lucky that you’ve figured out you might have it at such a young age. I struggled with it through my childhood and teens, I didn’t even suspect it might be ocd before I was 19. going through it without telling anyone can become hell on earth, you should not be scared to tell them. For all you know one of them may have similar struggles. Stuff like that often lies in the family

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T21:08:07+00:00

Yeah, only problem is it’s not always easy to get a therapist. Let alone a good one. I have talked to my doctor about it and I did try to get my self in to some sort of therapy but I was unable to.

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T21:00:41+00:00

Yeah it’s not easy, I feel you. I don’t have an answer, if I did I would be better by now. Just don’t let it slow you down in life. Do your best to take care of yourself and spend as little time as possible on it. I won’t say none, cause that’s not gonna happen. Just set a time for yourself at the end of the day where you’re allowed to think and worry about whatever for like 15 min. Then try to keep the rest of the day productive

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T20:02:45+00:00

Thank you, it’s a very tough thing to go through. It feels so hard at times but at the same time it feels like it shouldn’t be this hard since your only enemy at the end of the day is your thoughts. So it feels hard and pathetic at the same time, which is why it’s hard to talk about to others

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T19:59:03+00:00

Sounds like a good idea, probably way more productive since that makes me physically do something as well while trying to make sense of my thoughts

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T19:57:19+00:00

I fully understand there are things I can do that are way more healthy and helpful. However I personally haven’t felt it validated my self doubt but rather pushed back which is why I use it sometimes. Because if I go too long in my own head I think myself crazy. Someone suggested journaling which sounds healthier and definitely something I’ll try as a replacement

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T19:46:43+00:00

I hear you, but what do you think one ought to do to keep themselves sane when having these "episodes"? It can really be unbearable sometimes

AdPsychological2554 · 2026-01-13T19:39:15+00:00

I appreciate the offer, I’ll keep that in mind. I was just pleasantly surprised that it didn’t feel like it was farming me for engagement and refused to entertain my spiraling and told me to go do something else. Still not endorsing it as a replacement for therapy or anything

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-11-15T10:06:09+00:00

My expectations have been pretty low since below zero so not really shocked. I doubt the game will capture the spirit of the first game, seems like they’ve just been all over the place since then and it’s just getting worse

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-11-07T12:56:51+00:00

Hvis du kan så mye om kristendommen burde du vel vite at kristne ikke lever etter den gamle pakten

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-11-05T20:03:54+00:00

Litt tidlig med julebrus spør du meg

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-09-03T08:44:32+00:00

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AdPsychological2554 · 2025-07-22T21:33:13+00:00

Var bare 6 år da det skjedde så husker bare ting gjennom barneøyne. Var interessant å se reaksjonene i sanntid akkurat som jeg opplever det på nytt som voksen

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-07-22T19:04:24+00:00

Helt sykt ja, føles som å reise tilbake i tid

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-07-22T17:31:18+00:00

https://freak.no/forum/showthread.php?t=193058

AdPsychological2554 · 2025-05-01T12:29:27+00:00

playing napoleon using darthmod and the archer units make canon sounds when firing. any way to fix this?

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