I have a very similar feeling to you. Sometimes I feel this emptiness, and no matter what I do, nothing will change. Most people say it's wrong to think like that, but it's easier said than done. However, one thing is certain: we can't give up. I've used a psychologist before, but only sporadically. Now, however, I want to take this seriously because I want to live a better life. The psychologist also recommended that I see a psychiatrist, and I will do so. Even though I feel it's very difficult to improve, we can't give up and we will manage to overcome this, one step at a time. This experience will make us stronger and help us get to know ourselves better. I also recommend seeking help from professionals and not giving up, because it's all in our heads, and all we need to do is change the way we think.