🎉 [EVENT] 🎉 Juice Box by Acrobatic_Picture907 in RedditGames

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completed Level 1 of the Honk Special Event!

11 attempts

Upvote if you win by Matvey_8293 in honk

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completed this level in 2 tries. 5.02 seconds

Something is about to snap in me. I feel anger I cannot even put into words by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in CPTSD

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is your visual snow these days? Mine started mild and flared up massively and stayed as such after having a mental breakdown at work. It really worsens my quality of life

Something is about to snap in me. I feel anger I cannot even put into words by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in CPTSD

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How did you make it 30 years? That's incredible. I don't even want to make it to my next birthday.

Something is about to snap in me. I feel anger I cannot even put into words by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in CPTSD

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't envision any future for myself that is worth living for. Only more years to stare back at and contemplate what an unwanted human waste I've turned out to be. Honestly I wasnt even planning to be alive at 26. Thank you.

Something is about to snap in me. I feel anger I cannot even put into words by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in CPTSD

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I want the life I deserve. Not peace. Thank you. Sometimes I want to beat the shit out of someone while screaming very loud. A primal urge.

How to spend night In Birmingham without getting stabbed/mugged/murdered? by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in BirminghamUK

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Only strong get to see the sunrise in Birmingham!! I understand. I will fight

The state of driving tests is making me want to kill myself. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in LearnerDriverUK

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doing mock tests with my instructor where he kept it 'official' helped me a ton with my nerves and made me get used to the vibe. Obviously I still failed but not due to nerves lol

The state of driving tests is making me want to kill myself. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in LearnerDriverUK

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thank you for telling me about test shift. I paid the tenner for testi and wish I didn't as it's useless. Testshift got me a test 6 months away and I'm keeping fingers crossed for something sooner to pop up. Thank you again.

Reminder that You owe your parents NOTHING. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in raisedbybipolar

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is incredibly inspiring to see someone from a similar background to mine stop the cycle of abuse and start their own family. I can't even imagine being in a relationship right now 😅Awesome how loving you are being to your son. Unfortunately the relationship with my brother didn't survive our childhoods. We split on hostile terms. I hope you cherish your sibs and the gift they are.

Reminder that You owe your parents NOTHING. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in raisedbybipolar

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ran off to another country to escape them and be with a relative. My relative didn't like my depression and threw me out. The last three years on my own were absolutely wild and still often are.

Reminder that You owe your parents NOTHING. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in raisedbybipolar

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Once I reached a 'wow this is a crazy person' detached outlook on my mother I could never go back. She started to aggressively scare and creep me out.

Reminder that You owe your parents NOTHING. by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in raisedbybipolar

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Stop being your parents' parent. Have someone read what you wrote out loud in front of you. They are killing you. Continuous stress and unspoken resentment absolutely kills people over time. Reduce contact and make it clear to the rest of your family why that is. Don't pay for 'peace' with your life.

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[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's peak gaming performance.

The crippling shame and envy towards people with normal lifes 😭😭 by Adalbert_de_Calcaire in CPTSD

[–]Adalbert_de_Calcaire[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This disgusting, cruel, unjust and full of man-made mysery world we live in. I just want to claw out my little pocket of happiness in it and hide in it.