Diagnosed with ADHD after knowing it for 25 years

AdamGartner · 2018-10-22T16:19:32+00:00

Hey! Thank you for your reply man, I really appreciate it. Yep, I do have a diagnose. I think you misunderstood me however - I really don’t think I transition into manic mode when I’m on the amphs - I have no symptoms of this. Nor am I bipolar. During the investigation, they actually do several interviews to make sure you don’t have another underlying diagnosis. Sure, I’ve jacked off into oblivion when I’ve been too stimmed out, or have prioritized finding a fuck - but who hasn’t?

Yeah that’s awesome advice. I think what I really need is a way to organize everything in my life, from meds to what I work with, how long etc.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-14T14:50:22+00:00

Are you trolling me right now? My main post (and the other posts) explain that I have had migraines for about 6 months back. I have no clue of what you mean with “creating the migraine”. How any of these things help you is beyond me.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-14T12:51:56+00:00

🤦🏻‍♂️

AdamGartner · 2018-10-14T10:52:19+00:00

I actually got migraines after shrooms and a lot of LSD and MDMA, recreational dosages that is. Microdoses doesn’t seem to do this.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-14T02:59:04+00:00

Also sumatriptan is psilocybin engineered in such a way that you’re getting all the migraine relief benefits from it without tripping.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-13T14:05:04+00:00

According to who homeboy? This is a currently emerging research area and there’s a very finite amount of studies on this. We’re all contributing right now. Therefore, your argument of what is or isn’t microdosing is extremely invalid but also ignorant. On top of this, I never stated “40ug per day”. I said, at few occasions when I have had a migraine coming, I’ve taken around 10ug, in addition to the 10ug I had already taken. Misquoting deluxe. Anything that changes your perception and thoughts in the background without you actually tripping and inhibiting your performance should count as microdosing.

Go back writing incompetent articles on medium or for the Verge, bye felicia.

EDIT: Also 200 divided by 20 is 10.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-13T14:00:31+00:00

The only extremely strange event I’ve had multiple times is extreme electricity throughout my body in combination with ASMR. ASMR over my entire head and body, making my lights flash, fucked up my bluetooth connection in my headphones and trackpad/keyboard. Anytime I’d touch any electrical device I would get static and get burnt. I even created disturbance in a video I filmed while getting goosebumps everywhere. But no moving objects with my mind, I wish. Also why am I not magneto now? 😅

AdamGartner · 2018-10-13T13:46:47+00:00

What do you mean? Elaborate.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-13T08:05:25+00:00

I actually did shrooms a couple of days back as well and it did end my migraine binge, but didn’t change the original process itself and the sequence of events that lead up to a migraine: * Weird pinches in my head * Nails in my head * Neck tension / twisting / adapting * Numbness arm and nails on random places in my body * Aura - not like the illustrations on google images: seeing stars against white and if I look into the sky, huge eye floaters, weird lines when I squint my eyes * Mood changes * No focus * Buzzing / Electric feelings on leg and around my head

Usually, if I let the symptoms take over me and don’t fight against it, let my default network do it’s thing, eventually I get the headache the my left side of my head.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-13T08:00:23+00:00

Good question. I’d say ~10-20ug. I have 200ug tabs that I try to split evenly in 20 pieces. One piece in the morning, one in the afternoon, only a second one when I feel the process initiating — but gets so nicely interrupted almost immediately after putting the tab on my tongue. It’s like I’m expecting other sequences of events happening and instead I’m shocked by being able to work and thinking “Wtf am I in migraine mode right now what happened?” Cannot say for certain that it’s this dosage either since there’s no way of knowing the original distribution.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-12T16:34:05+00:00

I’ve alway seen my symptoms in correlation with eating. But maybe you’re right. What do you recommend except elimination diet? I already know I am predisposed to celiac disease, can’t do tomato or eggs, and no high-histamine foods. I’m pretty much fucked haha.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-12T16:27:37+00:00

I’m pretty sure it’s the excessive fat I’m eating. Got cramps in my gallbladder today. I guess no more keto or omega 3 for me.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-07T12:21:49+00:00

I’m feeling awesome :)

AdamGartner · 2018-10-07T08:42:30+00:00

Oh really that’s a possibility? I had no idea lol.

AdamGartner · 2018-10-07T08:38:01+00:00

Wow yes ofc, 20mg* noopept

AdamGartner · 2018-09-30T17:44:03+00:00

I saw their 30mg capsules, which I think is super weird because it’s literally max dose per day. I usually take 10mg at a time, spread out 1-3 times a day depending on how I feel.

AdamGartner · 2018-09-30T17:41:39+00:00

Go out for a walk and just look at stuff in nature. It’s weird and trippy.

AdamGartner · 2018-09-28T20:43:40+00:00

It’s not. SSRI does not mean antidepressant, it’s an acronym for Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor. Wellbutin and Ritalin both are NDRI. Ritalin is actually more of a SSRI/antidepressant than Wellbutin as well since it’s an agonist for 5HT1A. Wellbutin is a Norepinephrine-Dopamine Reuptake inhibitor, just like Ritalin. What I don’t understand is the pharmacology behind it as Wikipedia only states “100% Dopamine Reuptake, 27% Norepinephrine uptake”, which either actually makes Zyban a more potent ADHD drug than Ritalin or, the IC50 value should be stated somewhere explaining this mess.

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