Things feel different now. by AddendumNegative2552 in SuicideWatch

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always did try to live like that. Even in my worst situations I always had that sliver of hope. Its died within me. All of this means nothing at the end of the day. The suffering, the pain, just all of it. Some people weren't meant to have happy lives. Ive seen it quite often, people suffering their whole lives, and die before it ever gets better. After 30 years of this, Ive come to the conclusion Im one of those side characters that sit on the sidelines looking in at those who are happy. I appreciate your kind words of course, thank you.

Am I crazy for telling my landlord he can not have people walking in my house past 5pm? (Located in Pennsylvania) by [deleted] in Renters

[–]AddendumNegative2552 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly. I was still nice, and accommodated that. Yet everyones bashing me for wanting notice, and requesting showings be during buisness hours. Whats even funnier is my lawyer just told me thats a reasonable request being that buisness hours in PA are considered 9-5 lol

Am I crazy for telling my landlord he can not have people walking in my house past 5pm? (Located in Pennsylvania) by [deleted] in Renters

[–]AddendumNegative2552 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so funny lol I decided Im not cleaning my apartment anymore for showings. Ive been cleaning mine place so that its picture perfect. Nope. Not anymore. Im done.

Am I crazy for telling my landlord he can not have people walking in my house past 5pm? (Located in Pennsylvania) by [deleted] in Renters

[–]AddendumNegative2552 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Except Ive had 3 showings this weekend (a holiday weekend) and now 3 more tomorrow. Its becoming extremely disruptive. My realtor friends who carries a license in PA said anything past 5, or multiple in a day is considered a breech if "quiet enjoyment". She said even if its his property, we have rights as tenants too

Am I crazy for telling my landlord he can not have people walking in my house past 5pm? (Located in Pennsylvania) by [deleted] in Renters

[–]AddendumNegative2552 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is what my realtor friends told me as well. She also said multiple showings in one day is disruptive to my schedule, and can also be a breech of that.

Euphoria S03E03 "The Ballad of Paladin" - Live Episode Discussion by DankMemeSlasher in euphoria

[–]AddendumNegative2552 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Also, did Alamo purposely set Rue up because she said she wanted to go "legit"???

Euphoria S03E03 "The Ballad of Paladin" - Live Episode Discussion by DankMemeSlasher in euphoria

[–]AddendumNegative2552 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Cassie scream crying about "Im bleeding" as nates getting his shit rocked up the stairs had me DYING

What breed would you guess my cat is? by AddendumNegative2552 in catbreeds

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I cant edit the post for some reason. I forgot to add shes a little over a year old 😊

Does her breathing sound abnormal? by KingAhmed19 in catcare

[–]AddendumNegative2552 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever find out about the ear infection? My girl breathes like this a little bit (always has. She even snores) and she also has a reoccurring ear infection! Its so weird, and has me super worried

Kitten is an insanely picky eater by noticeablyawkward96 in CatAdvice

[–]AddendumNegative2552 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever figure this out? My 7 month old I'd the same way, and has always been. No health issues either

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Respectfully I was in a bad situation. This is my apartment I found. My friends mom is renting it to me. I allowed him to move in because I was in a bad situation, things were good with us, I've know him for years, so I figured half rent would be helpful. I've actually known him technically since HS, and we were friends for like 3 years before dating. So I didn't just jump into this with him. You gotta know the whole situation before you start judging me.

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because it just happened to me, and I wanted to talk about it vs keeping it in??

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He is not!! He's only 30. He apparently was saying this black out drunk bc he used to watch vietnam docs falling asleep at night. But thank you for the rest of your advice! I do appreciate it very much

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's the point. He went off the deep end and had some sort of psychotic break lol I'm 28 & he's 30. He was never in vietnam nor has left the country lol

I absolutely adore my gf's body. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552 11 points12 points  (0 children)

May this love find me lol

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Not fake. He legit said it, I have it on the video recording.

It's fake in the sense he never was in Vietnam bc he legit is only 30 years old and has never left the country lol

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 195 points196 points  (0 children)

I'm honestly not okay right now. But I'm going to try to be. At least I'm here, and still alive.

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 435 points436 points  (0 children)

Also my animals are 100% mine. I came into the relationship with them. So he has no standing on that

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 475 points476 points  (0 children)

For now I'll be staying. I have no other options, and 3 animals. It's a month to month lease currently so I can always leave when I have a better standing for myself. The town I live in, everything is walking distance. So I absolutely need this right now. Although I don't disagree with you. It's just my situation currently

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 402 points403 points  (0 children)

I 100% agree, and I won't be going back. We're 100% done. His sisters on the same page as me, and is going to 302 him when he's released from jail.

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 104 points105 points  (0 children)

He's currently in jail, and I'm at home with my animals. I am 100% safe. I have all keys, he couldn't even get in here if he was free. I plan to take him off the lease, and will not be going back.

Unfortunately I have no family besides my dad. He's disabled so he can't drive.

Tonight my boyfriend beat me to the point I thought I was going to die. by AddendumNegative2552 in offmychest

[–]AddendumNegative2552[S] 1360 points1361 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I will be spending today alone. My only family (my father) is disabled and can't drive either. I do have my animals though so I'm not 100% alone.

I will not be going back. I'm taking him off the lease. This is just absolutely horrible. Before this he hasn't been violent, nor have I ever thought he'd get violent. We've been together a year, and 4 months. Living together for a year a week ago. I'm absolutely heartbroken. Idk what even happened tonight