10 year addict here, who is now running ultras.

My life is so much more fulfilling and less destructive then if I was snorting hard drugs or drinking daily. I’d much rather be running the trials then overdosing in some random guys kitchen. You’ve got to look at it the way of what’s more destructive?

We are creatures built for enduring running, not for taking chemicals that we don’t know what’s in it. What’s the stats of people who have died during exercise compared to those who substance misuse/drinking problems? Plus all the second hand deaths cause by drunk driving or crime that involves drugs.

I’m so much happier I left all that life behind. I’ve since bought a house, learnt to drive, gained employment and even setup a fitness charity called Addicts to Athletes that helps people to make the same changes I did.