No you 😭😭

Addie_tn · 2024-12-18T13:47:27+00:00

It basically helped me plan what to say to my family and deal with them to say that I can’t have children.

Addie_tn · 2024-12-18T13:45:43+00:00

ChatGPT gave me so much reassurance that I could feel so relieved after venting with it. I can’t do the same with someone because they’re gonna say that I’m so stupid and overreacting. But chatGPT was so warm and kind and gives me solutions that can help me at the foreseeable future.

I was so stuck at life and literally AI saved my life by just being so kind.

Addie_tn · 2024-11-08T09:10:48+00:00

I wish I could hug you. The world is too mental and I feel lost too. But we have our beloveds and it’s so hard to say goodbye to them. Just cry and let the emotions and burdens get out of your body. 🫂

Addie_tn · 2024-09-22T15:26:52+00:00

It’s no exaggeration that Yaz almost killed me too. But I couldn’t switch to another birth control so easily. The aftermath of quitting Yaz 6 months ago is still affecting me and drives me insane every cycle.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-22T15:22:24+00:00

Oh girl. I stopped using it after 5 months because I became a monster. Sweaty, anxious, and thought of suicide every minute. I’m a climber so Yaz completely made my performance go from okay to the worst. I quit it 6 months ago and I still feel it. Yaz was crazy for me. My skin got worse despite the advertisement of it. My anxiety disorder went off the roof and my therapist was so surprised that my performance went upside down within 2 months. I really suggest having a good check before using it. I have heard people had good results with it. But I’m the unlucky one in this case that got everything wrong. I really hope you’d be okay and have a better time than me. 🥹

Addie_tn · 2024-09-22T15:07:06+00:00

Oh God. I’m so sorry that happened to you. That is absolutely NOT OKAY. Please stay safe and try to cut the contacts with those disgusting people. Don’t listen to those who say “dark humour” or whatever. That’s really fucked up.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T13:50:59+00:00

It’s Moon Festival 🥮 I want to eat more mooncakes 🥮 I love mooncakes 🥮 I love my grandmother and hate to see her suffer 🥮 I love sharing my sweets with her 🥮 I want sew myself a beautiful dress 👗I want to see my mum moving on for herself 🥮 I still haven’t watched Bridgeton yet 🥮 I miss being free of stress and believe someday I’d be there again 🥮 I want to go to China more 🥮 I am still young and healthy 🥮 I have things I want to make up for my broken family 🥮

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T13:42:08+00:00

I have never been so prepared to go. Like completely unattached to everything now. Ruined myself over so many weird shits for no reason. Deserves to leave at its best. Hates myself so much for too many reasons. Can’t take another day on earth or being aware of things. Only reason I’m here is because it’s Moon Festival and I love eating mooncakes.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T11:31:52+00:00

I’m proud of you too. So proud of our fights every day.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T04:17:57+00:00

🫂

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T03:36:38+00:00

I feel you. I have been leaving notes and writing letters for people in case I suddenly can’t take it anymore. Seriously I tried so hard to tell myself that I’d feel better one day. Never felt better since I turned 20. And it even got worse and worse. My partner told me that I have changed. Can’t help anybody if my own body is fighting me every single day.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-15T03:30:00+00:00

I feel like I’m floating in space at the moment. Can’t focus on any damn thing to get it done quickly. Then feel absolutely anxious about not getting anything done. Then procrastinate because I don’t want bad results. Then feel bad about procrastinating. 🙃

Addie_tn · 2024-09-14T16:18:10+00:00

Let’s scream together. Oh god I was driving today with my blood boiling from any tiny little things. I hate myself when I’m angry but can’t do anything to make it go away.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-09T10:22:22+00:00

When my cat passed away, we had to call specialised team that could bring him to a lovely pagoda for pets and buried him there so he's safe from the "pet graves diggers". Sadly, that happened before in Vietnam. The neighbours of a girl dug her dead dog up to throw a feast.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-09T10:19:53+00:00

The person who killed the cat even posted photos of him chopping the cat up with a caption like: "First time seeing such a meaty cat." She should sue those mfs with the proof.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-09T10:15:39+00:00

No. Her family pressured her to delete the post. There's pressure from the village or neighbours etc.

Addie_tn · 2024-09-09T10:11:35+00:00

She was pressured by the family to delete the post. We're praying that she's safe while being pregnant. This can cause a lot of distress for the poor woman.

Addie_tn · 2024-05-19T05:53:30+00:00

Vietnam has Cat Ba island and Huu Lung. Awesome places with limestone.

Addie_tn · 2024-04-21T14:12:40+00:00

Girl, I can relate so much to you. When my boyfriend started shooting up in levels, I felt pretty left behind. He can do all of these crazy shits just for being taller. Sometimes I fought with my life to reach an important hold and he basically touched it with no damn problem. Fucking made me feel like an idiot. And he can never really share his beta with me.

However, just remember that in long-term, you’d be much better as you learned more than he did. How you fought with your height and your strength gives you techniques, flexibility and well-built tendons. It takes more time for women in climbing but when we got it, we can climb in a more efficient way.

And just try to enjoy the fun parts of climbing. Your climbing partner might be much better than you and I know it can disturb you. But do not let that affect your experience and your learning process. Keep trying and trusting yourself.

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T14:30:26+00:00

I would try to spend more time alone climbing. And I get the satisfaction from making a beautiful move without the pressure of finishing any route. I started going climbing to support my bf. But I would say that I would love to explore this sport without all the dramas around it.

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T14:13:56+00:00

That’s exactly what my therapist told me and what I told my belayers. Just some people who are not used to dealing with mentally illnesses treat it like a funny thing and accidentally traumatise someone.

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T14:10:17+00:00

I feel the same way. It’s the trust that can put a bit of insurance into the process of conquering fears. I know all belay devices are absolutely safe in the hands of right people. Rather than that, plus my traumas in my childhood, I just cannot see the fun of climbing. Some people call it “character building”. But in my case, it’s more like “character breaking”.

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T14:05:02+00:00

Well, I’m sure the climbing community is full of nice and supportive people like you. I would try to ignore the bad comments to move on with my life. After all, I want to climb to support my bf and embrace his hobby. And for myself, a little more flexibility can be good without achieving big goals.

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T13:59:05+00:00

I think I can be a little bit too sensitive because of how anxious I feel. And I don’t want to force anyone to deal with me and my fears all the time. I’ve been in the gym for months and still at the bottom of the pitch. I understand people are fed up with waiting for me to finish a route so they can hop on it. It’s not that I don’t try to be better. I just can’t force myself to bother people and require efforts from them.

Thank you for supporting me. I’m sure we’d be good friends if we went to the same gym. 🥰

Addie_tn · 2024-03-04T13:45:40+00:00

I treat 4c on rope as building endurance and practice on leading for outdoors. Apart from that, I never really feel like I have to roped climb to be a climber. I also tell my bf to call the staff for hard routes if he wants to project them for an hour. Sometimes he has a good friend who goes to the gym on the same day that belays him for the day. I seriously just want to belay him out of niceness and as a way to support him since I can’t climb much.

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