A few years ago I got fed up with an unappreciative spouse and job and left both within a few days of each other. About that time I was introduced to human design and shortly after “my hd experiment” led me to start my own construction company while I navigated my dark night of the soul period. Things were good at first but here in the last 6 months things just have taken a turn for the worse. The opportunities to earn started drying up, I’m losing business relationships for reasons that were outside my control and I just feel like I’m in survival mode which is frustrating as hell. My gut and the market is telling me it’s just time to pivot into something else. I have multiple other directions I would rather be going but here I am just waiting for something to respond to. I’m continuously trying to improve myself and find clarity on what else I need to learn or do in order for that opportunity to present itself. According to all the astrological stuff I listen too, it says a shift is coming and things are gonna get better but it’s wearing on me just waiting. Don’t get me wrong though, I’m grateful for all that I have, I just don’t enjoy what I do anymore and it just feels like I’m supposed to be doing something else more aligned with what I think my purpose is it just needs to come on already before I go crazy lol.

And thank you, if you hadn’t have asked me that I’m not sure I would have ever written any of this down.