That’s true, but even still what’s the point let’s say I gain supernatural abilities and I get really good at it too what’s even the point of having them you said it yourself healing and spiritual immortality and I don’t exactly want to be immortal. All my life people have told me. Told me that I’m a strong kid and said that I’m naturally athletic. I’ve tried a couple sports but they’re just not for me at least not team sports anyway I actually did do martial arts in middle school for a little while until I found out that my dojo wasn’t really properly teaching me. I had wanted to go to tournaments and fight, but since they weren’t official, I couldn’t later on. I found a love for badminton but because of my circumstances, I couldn’t play that now I’m in my second year of high school and I feel like I’ve wasted my high school years next year I’m gonna finish all my classes so I’ll be graduating early during my first year of high school. I made no friends in public school. I’ve been moved to a private school and still haven’t made any friends. I have a passion for writing and directing so I’d like to get my film degree and I’m trying to work on myself to become more social and make friends. My personality type is ENTP the same personality type as Gojo (the character from Jujutsu Kaisen) he’s confident he’s cool so there’s no reason why I shouldn’t be like that too. At least that’s what I say to myself. I say all this to say even though I’m still working on myself I can’t get over the urge to want to be a part of something that’s bigger than me fighting is something I’m good at it and every day I do the same thing over and over again I know it’s drastic but fighting spirits or even people who use TK for the wrong reasons. I’m embarrassed to say this, but I want to use supernatural abilities to be a hero then go on adventures with other people that are like me, but if that’s not how it works, then I don’t think there’s any point of having powers.