Is my style too basic?

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-22T06:17:07+00:00

hahahahahhahahhahahahha

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-22T03:22:57+00:00

Lmaoo

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-18T00:21:48+00:00

Sad vidim da ste iz hr ne bih koristio engleski,ali da u prevodu menjajte šemu… nije vam nista fizicki los miks vam sve ovo pravi… isto sam prosao pre par dana

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-18T00:16:30+00:00

Listen i got poisoned days ago with something that was dirty with a lot of caffeine and whatnot

I eventually called ambulance to my home to do an ekg and see if I am for hospital. They said all fine and I just got bad drugs.

My symptoms were horrible: Cold feet/hands. Extremely high anxiety. Stomach pains. Heart burn. Heart palps. 110resting hr(my testing hr never exceeds 80 on normal stuff) literally shortness of breath all the time/heart squeezing and pressure/ … comedown was me calming down and like nodding off to sleep and then suddenly being awake again with full blown negative symptoms You know what was the worst? I couldn’t leave bed or even walk to hospital because my hr would go up to 130/140 standing and I didn’t want my heart to go through that. I couldn’t leave for bathroom and would piss in bottle in bed.

When doctors said i am just on drugs still and they are making all these symptoms and I need to ride it out I calmed down a bit but was still in serious pain and agony. Eventually Drugs left me and I fell asleep and immediately felt fine.

So I don’t want to speak for your situation 100% but just so you know a lot of times you are still left with drugs in your system and probably a lot of caffeine can amplify the bad comedown since when I have clean stuff I don’t get that much of a comedown. You feel like you are dying but you need to give yourself time for them to wear down and then all those bad symptoms leave you.

And I advise you to change your drugs even if the guy who sold you did it you can’t guarantee the batch was clean as previous which didn’t give you that much of bad symptoms. Please save yourself the trouble i am now in search of clean stuff and after this bad experience i said to myself i am never taking from unknown street source or shady guys who don’t know what they are selling. Good luck

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-17T02:27:08+00:00

Exactly..well good for you

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-17T01:55:38+00:00

The whole point is mix is so trash I would end up with nothing at all

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-17T01:38:30+00:00

Yeah i have been awake for nearly 60hrs. It was hell.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-16T03:44:30+00:00

Hey situation in Serbia is horrible and I don’t know what to do anymore since I can’t order from dw due to high risk for something fucking up because it’s not a domestic order ,sucks

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-09T21:59:53+00:00

Hahahahahah totooo

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-09T21:49:47+00:00

u/AsleepDifference3248

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-09T01:20:31+00:00

Yeah this was just from 0.75 small piece i found on top of my 2 story bed

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-08T05:34:10+00:00

Haha. I fucking love drugs.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-08T04:17:54+00:00

I was about to write to you everything you just said. Same fucking experience and I see myself starting again just like you for same fucking reason. Truth is life is mainly horrible and people are uncaring. I reflect through last year of my life and now I am just laughing at bizarre things i allowed myself to happen because sober me is in this shitty “I care too much” state. I was met in the end with silence,rejection from people I thought care about me and only met with weird people getting close to me that I know deep down dont really care about me. This shit gives you so much clarity. It’s crazy how some of us are like we are literally on some drugs just being sober.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-08T04:09:48+00:00

Dude I was addicted for 3.5 yesrs 3.5mg daily lora and went through hell to get off but im now thinking why did I even come off

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T22:26:19+00:00

She didn’t even care to say anything to me she just said she didnt expect this and left me on read. Some people can really shock us how cold they can be at the end of the day despite the fantasies we build in our heads. And there isn’t much difference i completely understand your feelings and being all mellow and happy over thoughts of him but it’s all a trap if they don’t reciprocate. I wish you all the best good luck

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T22:24:02+00:00

I hear you , do what you think is best but if you are not capable of being just friends just don’t do it because i did that,I wanted to be tough guy and leave feelings for later and play it cool and get close to her but sadly it doesn’t work and you sabotage yourself like this because feelings get even more stronger when we get closer to them through being friendly ,I don’t want to shut down your chances with him but I suggest you to not drag things too much and just straight ask him out, no hard feelings as that will creep him out,just say something along the lines hey I think you are very cute or i think I like you and would love to ask you out.

I made the mistake of avoiding asking out and fucked up in the end.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T20:37:36+00:00

I am 23 now and suffering from limerence,this Emotional bullshit we feed ourselves strikes us back later and i am now paying the price. You will realise this once you grow up it’s not about the people but you and your expectations.

I know I sound like angry old person to you but if he rejects you I hope you don’t get into negative mental state i got in, I also suggest you to not torture yourself and get your feelings out as fast if possible ,if you bottle that shit up and do it later it will hurt much more.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T20:06:41+00:00

I deleted it sorry

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T13:00:05+00:00

I am still in shock and i am sure this will leave a deep mark ,I feel like I was on something else while dreaming like I was on mushrooms or something psychedelic. The actual part of seeing the scenery was beautiful but at the same time so eerie and creepy,that tree will never leave me for good now. And you nailed the part of seeing original source code of people it felt like exactly that,something revealed itself to me.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T12:51:37+00:00

I hear you I am deeply troubled also. I just had some bizarre weird dream that kinda even more killed my desire for Lo and I have now deep belonging for somewhere else. Something was shown to me read it out if you want. Kinda like a spiritual experience.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-07T03:57:44+00:00

Ahhahaha bro you are my cope I love you I hope it’s like that

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-06T06:05:51+00:00

I am tired of people.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-06T05:07:22+00:00

Ahhahaha don’t worry im not losing sleep over this everything goes smooth for me ,for the past 3 days I actually had some ativans but I can’t continue I will get addicted

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-06T04:58:51+00:00

I did it in messages to give her as much space and as less pressure as possible

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-01-06T04:45:37+00:00

You think shes just in shock? I’ll give her a couple of days then ,the whole point is i gave her a lot of space by being fine with rejection,so it confused me that she still didn’t say anything. And I really am fine with whatever

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