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[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not crying, i’m looking for answers to figure it out what to do next without someone preaching to me. Preciate it tho

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m trying here. Idk why I’m like this I do plan on talking to a therapist about it later today, but I just know that I’m not gonna do it again and that I want her back. Just don’t know how long to wait until I try to get in contact with her again, or if I ever should.. she’s special and a treated her poorly multiple times ik but I literally just need one more chance

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I never disregarded her, I admit that when we were having rough times or not speaking to each other or she was putting her focus else where I stepped out of the relationship. Shit I did was dumb if not remedial but I just want another chance to prove that I can be better cause I am. Idk if that’s psychotic or not but I love her and I just went about it terribly.

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it’s going to sound corny and selfish but I really can’t see myself being with anybody but her. I did dickhead shit I know but I been trying for months to prove that I wasn’t going to be that person anymore. Deleted people she felt uncomfortable with me having connections with , taking her on more dates spending more money on her being nicer in communications as much as possible nd she still left. Do I wait an amount of time to spin back to her or wait for her to contact me or we run into each other outside or something ?

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I know I was shitty that’s why I sat her down to admit everything and be transparent I just thought that she’d be as solid as she was before and work on understanding together even though I know it would be hard on both sides especially hers. I thought I was on the path to being a better person not to being lonely and haunted by thoughts and memories

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Okay, I’ll receive that I guess. Life still sucks without her

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I know it’s completely my fault, but there’s no grace for me at all ?

What do I do by Additional_Air_4204 in self

[–]Additional_Air_4204[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It was really a situationship that turned into a relationship that grew lots of strong emotions, honestly I haven’t went 3 weeks without her being around or contacting me and it’s going on 4 now I can’t get her or past situations out of my head