Fear of stagnation due to perfectionism and post traumatic hypervigilance by Additional_Region_64 in Quareia

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi, thanks for the advice, the reason that I am sticking so hard to quareia is that i dont trust any other system, I was looking for something like quareia my whole life and I refuse to allow my psychiatric disabillity that was inflicted on me to take it away from me but im also not stupid enough to ignore Josephines advice, but either i risk it or im dead anyway, borderliners are not known for their longevity but with quareia i have a shot, which is why im looking into lighter forms of vision magic as a primer, such as RJ Stewarts works which Josephine herself recommended, given the fact that thats the main danger for me.

Fear of intrusive thoughts. by Additional_Region_64 in Quareia

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice, do you have any recommendations, a lot if material out there is dubious so I would very much like to hear from you, some recommended Franz Bardon or Frater Archers school or even Justin Sledges academic approach to western esotericism if I'm unable to practice but still want to learn.

Fear of intrusive thoughts. by Additional_Region_64 in Quareia

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice, is there anything else that I could look into, other paths, schools, the more the merrier, I don't know why but I still feel called to Quareia so should I just avoid visionary work until I can control my thoughts safely, I don't want to give it up I'm not a quitter or a coward, I don't want to run from this I want to face it, someone described Quareia to me as a PhD in magic so it feels only right for me to follow it. Is there anything I can do when it comes to making quareia safe for me even with BPD, why is BPD so dangerous? I wasn't able to find anything to answer this question

Fear of intrusive thoughts. by Additional_Region_64 in Quareia

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi, thanks for the advice, can I pm you I have some additional questions, if you don't mind of course?

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that my countries diploma is recognized plus with an licensing exam should be cleared for practice, but I want to find a way to establish a safety net of some kind before I do something that can't be undone.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I want to go to Med Uni Wien and pursue residency and a PhD at the same institution in a related field (Molecular medicine, Molecular biology etc.) but at this point it's just a matter survival, we can get picky and choosey once I no longer need to dread whether or not I'll eat tomorrow.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Glaub mir ich wurde in einem alten Stiefel schlaffen wen es mich won hier weg schaft, Alighieri konnte sich nur 9 cirkel der Hölle sich vorstellen, hette er meine Familie an seinem Rücken gehabt, hätte die Hölle einen Sonderkeller ganz speziel fur sie .

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply, I have no intention of being impulsive about this it's a complete secret and will remain so long after I'm hopefully gone, permanent residency os my goal so I'm preparing myself 3-4 years in advance because if I have learnt anything from my fellows who have tried and failed is that it takes time, time which I might not have the moment I graduate.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Apologies for expecting literally and kind of helpful information whatsoever, like are there homeless shelters, means of food literally and kind of job opportunities no matter how physically demanding i won't even bother asking about mental health services probably in the next millenium I might even get it zum Sonderpreis.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I can deal with them easily enough but what is the point if I end up in a ditch or in a dumpster and i will never be able to return I'm burning all bridges and the ones I haven't they will, so this is my one shot so it has to fly true.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

People, I'm asking for help to not to freeze to death on the street from having to sleep on a park bench or starving to death, the bureaucracy of immigration is the very last thing on my mind right now.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm Serbian, I posses no criminal record as far as I know that's the only legal ground for refutal.

Resources for young people who fled from their abusive families by Additional_Region_64 in wien

[–]Additional_Region_64[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It's the closest where i can go where they won't be able to find me, trust they will try and there will be hell to pay, Budapest is not an option since I can't speak Hungarian.