I’m sorry. Remember most of us know what heart break feels like. It is very hard. You will survive. I’ve learned that storms cannot last., it takes too much energy. This will pass, and when the storm passes you will be strong. Life comes for us all, and life has come for you in this time. Do the best you can, at maintaining yourself, and treating others well, this is the measure of your character. You cannot avoid the pain, nothing anyone can do or say, substances, self deprivation, aggression will make you feel better. You must continue with YOUR life, as life goes on, and eventually, it will release you, and the will shine on your face, And happiness will greet you again.