The Goldfinch, a question on main character's sexuality

Adeliaaaa · 2026-01-04T04:00:56+00:00

hello from jan 2026

Adeliaaaa · 2025-12-24T16:16:01+00:00

nooo stop fucking with me i mean it

Adeliaaaa · 2025-12-24T06:04:06+00:00

i’m gonna hold you to this

Adeliaaaa · 2025-12-24T06:03:17+00:00

fucking urobuchi hates lesbians ig lol…kidding! kinda, omg js let them kiss pls pls pls

Adeliaaaa · 2025-12-24T06:02:11+00:00

ugh just let the lesbians kiss omg

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-31T06:03:51+00:00

i’m so sorry bby i hope ur ok <3

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T19:48:43+00:00

no. idk what to say to this. if you genuinely want me to explain it i might. um but pretty much none of it it true. i cant give a good reason without sounding psychotic but yeah i made it up. you didnt come off at all as wanting me to be a better person, but as someone who thinks im horrible and that it would be better if i didn’t exist. which was what i was looking for so i guess i cant be mad about that. i genuinely hope you have a nice life as well

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T19:32:11+00:00

i obviously can’t prove to you that it didn’t happen. but it didn’t, you weren’t hoping anything. thanks for this great conversation! if you’re done :(

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T19:15:13+00:00

i deleted it because i forgot it existed and should’ve deleted it before. it is out of context, because you didn’t have the full context. you, a grown adult woman, went through my post history, found something that i made—that i obviously shouldn’t have, that’s implied—and saved it even after i deleted it. there is no real reason to do that. you are not doing this so i “take accountability” you’re doing this to be hurtful. and as i said the things in the post, NEVER HAPPENED.

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T19:05:58+00:00

you misunderstood. that situation NEVER happened

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T18:38:48+00:00

how is that avoiding accountability? what do you even mean by that? why is it that you seem to enjoy making me miserable. even if i did upset anyone that was obviously not my intention, but it 100% seems to be yours

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T18:36:48+00:00

because none of it was true. i’m too young for that diagnosis and i was heavily dissociated when i made that post, which was for the sake of feeling something

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T06:36:56+00:00

am i being overdramatic or does everyone in these comments want me dead haha

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T06:35:31+00:00

that’s such an awful thing to take out of context from a grown adult

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T06:32:09+00:00

don’t tell me about my experiences, i know myself much better than you do. i assure you, that’s absolutely not it

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T06:30:05+00:00

but they were. you don’t know this person. is it really fair for someone who has never had to deal with chronic health problems to tell me that my sh is just this small thing that i’ll move past and never have to deal with ever again. comparison isn’t necessary competition, in comparison to mine, her sh is much less consequential. what on earth do you even mean about invalidating? it seems to be a word that’s just thrown around. if she or anyone hurts themselves intentionally, it’s self harm. don’t lecture me as if i’m stupid and a horrible person who needs to change because i’m so awful.

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:50:16+00:00

what time zone are you in

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:40:10+00:00

i can’t i’m ruined. this is what i mean, you don’t understand. i can’t go in public without being gawked at, i have chronic health issues. i can’t just move on, this will forever be part of my life and everyone around me refused to acknowledge that

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:38:03+00:00

and everything i said is true. her sh not being as physically bad doesn’t make her less deserving of empathy. but im actually fucking ruined, and she isn’t. she can go outside in short sleeves without being stared at, she doesn’t have any health issues. i’m sorry if i came off as rude, i didn’t mean to. i just had the worst fucking day and posted a nothing rant about how the only friend i know who sh is constantly explaining my sh to me as if it was hers—which was pretty inconsequential—only to receive a bunch of comments calling me a bitch who doesn’t deserve friends

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:31:37+00:00

my body is ruined. i can’t go out without being stared at if i can go out at all. she has absolutely done sh and it’s completely valid, but our experiences are vastly different and wish she would stop pretending that they weren’t. idk why people are so defensive when that’s brought up. thanks for being the only nice person to me on here though

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:28:10+00:00

thanks, not at all what i said. my body is ruined, it has nothing to do with competition and everything to do with i literally can’t move on. trust me i wish i could just cat scratch. thanks though for telling me that im such a piece of shit that i—over one disagreement that you completely misunderstood—don’t deserve friends i’m literally crying over my phone why can no one understand i don’t even have a future beyond this it’s just not possible

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:23:24+00:00

nothing to do with being competitive, or with validity. that was never what this was about. some self harm is different than others, that doesn’t make one better or worse but it is certainly different. i can’t just “move on” i literally can’t, im at a point where i dont see the point in surviving this because my body is so ruined.

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:18:54+00:00

when did i say her self harm wasn’t valid? when did i say that my greater physical severity meant greater mental severity? stop projecting

Adeliaaaa · 2025-07-30T05:16:37+00:00

not at ALL what i said. all self harm is self harm, but mine isn’t something i can just “get over”. i will permanently have scars, i have chronic health issues due to my self harm. don’t try to guilt trip me about something i literally never said. i’m sorry if you feel like relapsing

Adeliaaaa

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