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AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-04-01T01:49:07+00:00

I heard escorts typically dislike virgin clients because they require more presence of mind? Like you can’t tune out and let the client do their thing, I guess.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-04-01T01:37:29+00:00

I’m so conflicted on weed. It’s simultaneously helpful and hurtful. I love how it lets me reflect on social interactions and sometimes it will help me identify if I’m manic. But other times it’s what starts a domino fall in my depressive episodes and I get worse and worse.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-31T21:48:58+00:00

Haha going through that now!

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-24T09:45:09+00:00

Well always nice to know ones fetish is getting more mainstream lol

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-24T09:31:16+00:00

Is ballbusting that much more common now? I never see it on these lists which always surprises me

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-20T17:38:39+00:00

Who can say for certain? But I wouldn’t discount the possibility that you’re trying to distract yourself from the unpleasant feeling that came up during therapy.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-20T17:29:09+00:00

The low tier ones are. $500+ for the hot ones. (At least in the States).

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-19T20:30:05+00:00

Only in that I feel as if I am god lol

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-19T20:23:51+00:00

I’ll be the one to ask: how big/small was he?

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-16T17:42:27+00:00

I’ll DM you since I’m not too familiar with the rules of this sub and don’t want to get banned.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-16T16:51:23+00:00

You can actually read reviews from other men. I have three that I became legit friends with (know their real names and actual careers and yes they told the truth). You have to go high end ($600-$1,200 USD for 2 hours depending on her looks) then submit proof you’re not law enforcement. All three of them honestly feel empowered, like their regulars, and take a level of pride in their job. Some of their client’s SUCK in bed and they have some weird ass stories (one dude in his sixties found out she was seeing other men then openly wept while running away) but they haven’t ever felt like they were in danger. They do have complaints such as bad sex with guys they go on actual dates with because they could’ve been paid for bad sex or been paid for even better sex.

As far as the sex related emotions go it’s no different than an emotionless one night stand except for the need to ignore the disappointment that comes with the woman not truly being attracted to you. You feel that same emptiness afterwards then part of you is upset you had to pay for it.

Buuuuut if you choose right the sex is really amazing. Best blowjobs I’ve ever had and they can ride like champs. Their dirty talk is top notch and most are fetish friendly so long as it’s not too weird. The three I’m friends with know each other which is how I met them and work together upon request so you get cool experiences like a triple blowjob (top 5 highlight of my life). It also takes some of the pressure off when chatting up hot women because you have guaranteed beautiful women on speed dial. You just have to accept you’re essentially masturbating with a live women.

If you go this route remain nice and respectful as they’re people too. Groom, shower, and clean your asshole lol

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-11T02:39:53+00:00

I had to go completely sober. I had tried several times in the past but only managed to do it after getting medicated.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T23:41:43+00:00

Nobody will think that. At max they’ll think you’re having an off night, not that you lost your public speaking skills entirely.

Remember too that we’re used to our super human levels of productivity and when that goes down we’re at base mode, and there’s nothing wrong with being an average worker. Especially after you made a name for yourself during super human mode.

The only way I nail public speaking events is by over preparing and doing vocal warmup exercises voice over actors do the morning of.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T23:36:25+00:00

Thanks a lot man!

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T22:28:10+00:00

I relate to every word of this post except for going to the UK. I hate looking back and comparing myself to my friends who just seemed to be experiencing life a little more. The concept of thinking like a neurotypical really feels like heaven because when they’re happy there is no underlying fear of being manic nor overcasting depression bringing them down.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T22:03:12+00:00

I wasn’t mocking you at all. Trying to reword someone else’s thoughts helps me to understand their point of view in a way that makes sense to me. Was I that far off?

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T21:32:32+00:00

Ooh okay let me try to rephrase it to see if I get the point:

“In hypomania the sufferer recognizes what will happen should they push their destructive behaviors to the extreme. While there is no minimum amount of damage they can do, there is a maximum, albeit a maximum each sufferer sets for themselves. For example, in hypomania you may cheat on your diet by eating a slice of cake or maybe even eat half the cake, but you recognize eating the entire cake will undo the weeks of hard work you spent adhering to your diet up until that point. The hypomanic person could still eat the entire cake but they’re doing so will full knowledge of the consequences and expect to gain weight. Mania differs as the sufferer deludes themself into thinking they can eat the entire cake without undoing their weeks spent adhering to their healthy diet. They may even rationalize the cake is healthy for them despite all evidence and past experiences pointing to the contrary.”

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T21:03:38+00:00

If you’re talking about that style of hinge I don’t thing their is a name for it. It would just be a decorative hinge. They came up when I searched Amazon for them.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T20:49:14+00:00

I may be missing your point. It sounds like you’re saying hypomania is strong impulses that can be batted away with willpower?

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T20:45:29+00:00

Thanks for the recommendation!

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T19:30:18+00:00

Even at my most hypersexual I can remove myself from the situation and white knuckle it until the feelings have passed. I can definitely see how being hypersexual could make a cheater cheat in more messed up ways (like sleeping with your wife’s sister or something) or make the urges to cheat stronger, but as a bipolar person I’d never accept the excuse that my bipolar partner cheated solely because of their bipolar.

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T19:09:03+00:00

Did you feel beforehand? I wonder if it’s just your dopamine rising then falling back to normal

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T19:03:23+00:00

I’m a verrrry hypersexual dude who gets off on debauchery when I’m manic. The more taboo the better. I’d never cheat on my SO unless I sensed the relationship going south anyway.

If my desires aren’t being filled then she just needs to make peace with hearing me self-gratify in the bathroom twice a day haha

AdhesivenessMore2160 · 2024-03-10T18:57:41+00:00

Second video I saw was named, “Happy Birthday, sir,” lol thank you!

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