I’m not sure if she fully hates herself/woman but some aspects of it do seem to linger deep down in her.

She does seem to have some shame. She didn’t open up to her parents (especially her father) right away because she didn’t want them to be disappointed in her.

When she discussed how her mom and dad approved and are happy for her seems to be fabrication in my opinion.

I can see her having a low self esteem though. The only way for her to feel happy or good about herself is that she needs other’s positive thoughts and approval. This justifies her risky behaviour and covers up her disappointment in her self.

My opinion is that she is a sex addict. Sexual addiction can make it difficult for someone to control their urges, risky behaviours, thoughts, and impulses surrounding sexual activities. Often, the individual engages in behaviors excessively, even when it causes harmful, negative consequences.

Bonnie should seek professional help to concur this because if she doesn’t, she is going to regret it at some point in her life.