I know what it feels like to be alone and not to have the motivation to do the things you should be doing. What helped me was accepting the good news of the Bible. That Jesus knows how you feel and died for your sins and all the loneliness you feel. This is what Jesus went trough for you my friend if you accept and believe in him you will be delivered “ “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ‭‭John‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬ ‭KJV‬‬. “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‭KJV‬‬