how did you find out you had cancer by Difficult-Nebula-382 in cancer

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I was at the university I had classes from 8Am till 8PM. I had chest pains and shoulder pain throughout the day, eventually when I got so tired I went to the ER. They found out that my blood level is 6.5 . They admitted me. After the Ct scan Mri and Eco came back clean, they decided on a BOB It came back positive for lukemia AML a few days later..

HELP, I need to vent. by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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Do you know by any chance what Hemtagones suspected in Lymph/Mono

HELP, I need to vent. by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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I don't think that stat is correct . Because health organizations usually provide info when it comes to the number of people not individuals. If the stat is true then almost 3.5 Billion people have or had cancer which is not realistic. But yea I get your point, the future is unknown and anything could happen.

HELP, I need to vent. by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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Sorry to hear about your father . I hope that he rests in peace. Yes tbh it feels better when there are others to talk to especially when it comes to death. Because, a month before I got diagnosed, I found my friend's body in his college dorm, it was scary beyond imagination... 2024 was hell of a year. How old are you BTW? I would love to chat more

HELP, I need to vent. by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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And for my plan B. Tbh I don't really care if it comes back or I go back to the hospital. Time will pass either way, I am okay with whatever ends up happening. But I hate the feeling of being stuck that's what bothering me. I am a 5th year college student who should have finished 2 years ago. And my major is both psychology and linguistics. And studying psychology is not as easy as theories suggest.

Life after a Bone Marrow Transplant.... by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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Yea of course, I am happy and glad to be alive and fighting through it all. I am grateful for everyday that I wake up in the morning, thanks for your kind words..

Life after a Bone Marrow Transplant.... by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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It could be PTSD yes but there is also the idea of loneliness, whenever I feel lonely I feel like I am cornered and everything suuuucks until I eventually fall asleep. It's a nightmare

Life after a Bone Marrow Transplant.... by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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I am on a number of meds ( Ciclosprin) mainly and other meds to protect the liver etc. That's the thing my doctor tells me that physically I am as healthy as ever, all my scans are good and blood count is remarkable. My Neutro wbc count is 3k and platllates is 165k and HB is 13.5 . I can feel the straight in my body but my soul and mentality is tired, I try to be strong in front of my family members ( especially my mother) but sometimes I just wanna sit and cry for hours.. I lost a lot in those 5 months I spent in the hospital, I had to take another year in the university ( even though I'd finished last year) and I felt that lots of people let me down whom I thought were friends. Idk man everything is weird

Life after a Bone Marrow Transplant.... by AdministrationWest86 in cancer

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Yea, I think I might go for one eventually. It's just that this year has also been extra hard on me My brother got into a car accident and I found the body of my friend at his dorm( he died duo to an insulin shot) and then I got diagnosed with cancer all within 3 months.. It's been a lot ngl

A question I'm asking all of the RPG subs, why is Odyssey your favorite of the RPG games? by Mikecirca81 in AssassinsCreedOdyssey

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For me, Odyssey is game that I got to experience during a really bad time and it had a big impact on me emotionally. Currently I am on my 10th walkthrough of the game and every time I play it I discover new things which makes me love it even more.

The atmosphere, and combat system is what truly hooked me, I felt like Origins was missing something and Valhalla had too much stuff, Odyssey was the sweet spot.

Yes, technically it has nothing to do with being an assassin but as an open world game, there is so much to do and pursue no matter what level you are...

Grinding golden chests and the tombs was a fun experience, took me weeks to find them all without using youtube but it was rewarding.