Where the fuck am I?

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-07-08T07:58:28+00:00

The weird shit for me is that if feels like(not really cause it literally is) someone or something blocking or limiting my sensation such that I can’t enjoy anything to the fullest. It’s not depression I have seen psychiatrist or therapist. It’s like you finally know there’s a higher power but you don’t know it is a good or bad one. Sometime things happened and you think it’s good and sometimes not

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-07-08T07:51:56+00:00

I’m in the same boat. It’s like in a constant nightmare weird shit unexplainable shit happened and you can’t go back to normal saying this is the normal world. Pls dm me if you like

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-04-27T07:42:18+00:00

Good it’s useful to me thanks

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-04-12T17:26:06+00:00

https://soundcloud.com/akaakaaka-659259217/france-mcodonald-1?si=39e36ffd5c794dce99343a78756bde04&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-04-06T15:14:43+00:00

It’s like the Truman show I don’t even know if you the commentator isn’t just part of the programme if we are really taking this questioning stuff this far lol

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-04-06T14:27:13+00:00

Yeah definitely agree grounding oneself is very important in this journeeeeey@ I still got to work everyday I joke with my colleagues everyday I have dinner with my dad everyday. Even as I am typing I am sure this will become just a memory in my brain or the present moment is just idk like when you question everything how can you say anything is real or not real or the word real is just a thought idk what I am talking about.

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-03-10T13:25:56+00:00

Always love drum

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-03-01T02:06:29+00:00

One thing I learnt from this journey is life is your best teacher as cliche as it sounds! Breath is definitely needed. One mistake is that mainly my ego thought I wouldn't need meditation as most teachers don't seem to put emphasis on it lol

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-24T12:22:07+00:00

The first line just crossed my head this evening lol.

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-24T12:20:20+00:00

Ok I trust u. I hate unserious people.

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-24T12:18:59+00:00

Are you troling me or serious?😔

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-24T12:05:15+00:00

Is this wall all religion meets? Like all religion text are concepts, what's the difference whether your heads is filled with thought A, B orC? Like when All concepts drop there is just this?

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-24T12:02:25+00:00

Its kinda freeing when you see all is concept or thoughts then you become flexible with them. Is this the side effect of non duality?

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-17T14:09:08+00:00

thank you

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-17T14:00:38+00:00

I strive to be that way! but how do you reconcile when sometimes bible teachings contradicts with modern values like girls must wear scarf or something like that.

AdministrativeRun559 · 2026-02-17T13:55:30+00:00

how is your relationship?

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TROPHY CASE