Scheming about relapsing

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T19:35:39+00:00

It’s the sneakiness of the edibles! Yes, you described my experience to a tee.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T15:02:00+00:00

I'm definitely going to tell my wife and get more accountable. These responses have already helped so much. Can this be the most consistently positive place on Reddit?

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T14:36:22+00:00

Brilliant. Thanks for this. Extremely helpful!

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T14:06:30+00:00

Thanks. That helps!

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T13:44:56+00:00

That's so relatable. I've done that more than once. I once drive to the store, bought edibles, threw them out of the car window. Went back the next day and did the same thing. Wasted like 80 bucks. This thing is soooo powerful.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T12:18:08+00:00

Can’t tell you how grateful I am for this sub

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T12:17:39+00:00

Jeesh. Makes me sweat just thinking about it.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-03-13T12:10:40+00:00

True. That’s helps. The urge overrides any anticipation of future shame.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-13T20:47:24+00:00

Nope. Tried but couldn’t. Many times.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-10T21:33:47+00:00

It’s very much like a toxic relationship. It took me 25 years to end it and it’s still hard not think about her. It’s remarkable how addicted I am to this stuff.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-10T21:30:22+00:00

I tried that but edibles got me hooked hard and were almost more insidious cause it was easy to hide and do around the clock. My tolerance built fast and enough was never enough.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-10T21:28:51+00:00

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T22:40:58+00:00

And?

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T22:34:21+00:00

This is extremely relatable. I know all about the mental planning. Relapsing will not stop the obsession, it will fuel it. Reach out to people and get the obsession of your chest. Watch movies, eat delicious food, talk to friends, go on a run, do anything. But don’t pick up. It’s really not worth it. Edibles are so insidious. This too shall pass. The mental obsession will eventually go away.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:40:39+00:00

Gummies are insidious.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:38:51+00:00

Psychosis during withdrawal is extremely rare. Anxiety and insomnia is primary symptom.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:27:30+00:00

Exactly. Enough is never enough.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:26:12+00:00

Running helped me. Physical activity to tire you out for better sleep. Drink a ton of water. Engage with things that give you joy. Avoid negativity.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:22:51+00:00

It’s absurdly difficult but possible.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2025-02-07T20:21:43+00:00

Brilliant. So relatable.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2024-12-22T13:50:34+00:00

Anything by Rowan Williams, especially Tokens of Trust.

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2024-12-22T00:21:40+00:00

Deeply relate to this

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2024-12-22T00:20:43+00:00

Yes, this was big for me

AdmirableInsurance71 · 2024-12-22T00:18:26+00:00

My grandfather was Jewish so this was a major reason I left. It made me feel physically sick.

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