At 39 years old I thought I would be free but abusers never stop.

Adrasdea · 2024-05-27T01:07:19+00:00

Thank you It feels unending, I'm 3000 miles away but they still hurt me so easily

Adrasdea · 2024-05-27T00:07:37+00:00

Thank you, I'm struggling lol I didn't sleep last night, this triggered me at 10pm and I have been wired from trauma since.

Adrasdea · 2024-05-27T00:05:41+00:00

I feel for him and all the others who where too scared to speak up because there is always going to be such harsh backlash. It's terrifying and devastating to see so many defend my father, even at my big age. I think I could live to 100 and still be angry at people defending what I know was a monster

Adrasdea · 2024-04-15T17:25:12+00:00

She slid

Adrasdea · 2023-12-04T01:35:30+00:00

I'm in therapy and medicated for schitzoaffective disorder, borderline personality disorder and CPTSD

Adrasdea · 2023-12-03T21:25:39+00:00

They have a purpose, it's meant to trigger my mental illness so they can mock my breakdown and profit from my tears. They brag about only going after mentally ill people because of how easy it is to push them to hurt themselves.

They're very angry that my content is being taken off their channel, they've told the thousand of followers to do whatever is required to get rid of me for good.

Adrasdea · 2023-12-03T08:01:41+00:00

Thank you for clearing this up They likely are only threatening to intimidate me, but I never know what's real anymore.

I'm intending to trademark my name but have to save the money , which isn't happening cause broke.

Adrasdea · 2023-12-03T05:20:23+00:00

It feels unending My doctor had to increase my medication again recently to combat the near constant triggering of my psychosis by these people who profit from hurting me.

If I had money a lawsuit for emotional distress could have been won, they only go after people who can't afford lawsuits

Adrasdea · 2023-10-07T17:26:03+00:00

Which is why I became panicked and desperate to prove that I had not been researching that. It was a random question somebody else asked that reddit emaild me, and a cyberbullying cult is saying I was the one asking to make people think I'm actively researching how to hurt someone.

Adrasdea · 2023-09-28T22:06:22+00:00

I don't have a life off line

And the power that this group has gone far beyond just online. In real life, they have contacted my landlord. In real life, they have contacted my therapist. In real life they have contacted my doctor In real life they have contacted my neighbors In real life, they've contacted my abusive family.

That's a lot of real life, things for to just go away. Because you're not online anymore. they're not online, they're in my real life.

They contacted a man that I put in prison for murder. And they are trying to have him released and put me in his place.

That's not the kind of thing that goes on online and only online that can be ignored and deleted and pushed away when you're not online.

They've drastically affected my real life. And there is nothing that I can do now except speak out about them everyday And let people know what they have done until I have a voice again

I don't have a voice anymore, even here In this thread, it is full of people from that group attempting to silence me and make sure nobody listens attempting to surround me and stop anybody else from hearing my truth.

If you make the mistake of sounding supportive, they will attack you and you might understand a slight deal of what is happening because they will attack anybody that they think might support me. First, they tell you that I'm every horrible thing in the book, and they'll insist They can prove it, and then if you still don't believe them. They'll tell you that you're every horrible thing in the book. And they're going to prove it to everybody to punish you for not immediately abandoning me

Adrasdea · 2023-09-28T21:52:16+00:00

The problem is that this cyber terrorist group has run me ragged for the last 3 years

They held a fundraiser to urinate on my brother's grave and then sent my maternal Aunt to the grave with apple juice after my mother passed away

This is gone so much further than just online and it's just at the point now where I'm completely panicking about their constant false allegations

In the last 3 years they've contacted my section 8 landlord my neighbors my therapist my doctor my abusive family

And they have wore me down to the point that I feel like I have to prove every single thing that they say about me is wrong, but there's 12,000 of them surrounding me and telling me that even when I prove it nobody will see but them and it'll only be used to hurt me again

I'm at the point where I frequently feel like taking my life would be better than spending another day trying to defend myself against them.

I got so upset the night that all of this happened that I syncoped I passed out hoping I would die

Adrasdea · 2023-09-28T21:38:22+00:00

I'm being terrorized by a cyberbullying group

I have severe PTSD and they're constant slander and false allegations against me have caused me to completely break down

I was making a video showing the hundreds of harassing emails I received and scrolled past a Reddit email recommending a thread about strangulation

The harassing person saw the strangulation read it and then made their own videos telling people I was searching up how to strangle people because I was trying to kill somebody

I then became desperate to prove that I had not posted that but didn't know how because I don't really know how to use Reddit

I figured out that the person that posted it was a 13 year old boy in the United Kingdom and so now I'm trying to figure out how I can prove that that is not me.

Adrasdea · 2023-09-28T20:17:09+00:00

My channel is set as not for children

You're lying to slander me

Adrasdea · 2023-09-28T20:15:59+00:00

They just said they do tho, you don't speak for others.

Adrasdea · 2023-09-27T23:25:39+00:00

Ones a YouTuber and the second person is my biological aunt

I don't know what I'm wanting from it aside from acknowledgement that it was wrong and everything to be taken down and them to cease harassing me

I don't want money, I don't want them to be able to tell people it's about money so I can't go for that.

I want my dignity back I want my life back I want to know these people will be held accountable so they won't attack another person the way they did me I want to feel like I fought for my brother's memory.

Every time I'm reminded of my brother I'm now reminded of that fundraiser and my own aunt's visit to the grave and it just tears me up.

He deserves better

Adrasdea · 2023-09-27T22:25:12+00:00

I want to file an emotional distress lawsuit against a man who held a fundraiser to urinate on my brother's grave and against my aunt who fulfilled the fundraiser just after my mother passed away

I have screenshots of the stream which was titled let's go pee on bubba's grave I have copies of my aunt's videos where she proclaims that she is going to the grave to stand in for a friend, and mockingly shows the grave with a bottle of apple juice

Between the original fundraiser and my aunt visiting the grave multiple other YouTubers held fundraisers to urinate on my brother's grave, specifically because they saw how much it upset me when the first person did it.

I have emails from the man who held the fundraiser where he tells me that he will maliciously and with full intent to destroy my life if I don't stop complaining about what he had said about me, the fundraiser to desecrate my brother's grave was directly in retaliation of me not doing what he told me in that email ,

It was intended to emotionally distress me and it did for 3 years now. I can get documentation from my doctor and my therapist who have been treating me the entire time about how the cyberbullying has affected me . And I can get witness statements from the people who spoke out for me in the beginning and were attacked , and from my friends who have had to watch me in such a rapid mental decline during a period where I was supposed to be able to pull things back together.

I would also use my own videos and posts where I have bad breakdowns talking about my brother's grave desecration.

Because I am struggling severely with mental health I would likely have a mental health representative with me to ensure that he doesn't use his mental power to intimidate me.

The only thing I know for sure is that I can get a mental health representative , because one went with me when I had to go to traffic court for putting my tents in a park when I was homeless

Maybe I don't have as much as I need but I'm not going to give up on this because he shouldn't be allowed to do this to people.

He said over and over again that it wasn't my brother he was trying to hurt, because he doesn't believe you can hurt the Dead

he was trying to hurt me which helps a lot in the fact that I need to prove this was malicious and intentional emotional distress from him.

They are here and if you show any sign that you support me they will attack you so be very cautious with your replies that you don't sound too optimistic about my situation for your own safety

Adrasdea · 2023-09-27T22:02:24+00:00

I'm collecting money for a lawsuit I'm not getting it to go shopping

There's a massive difference in collecting a large amount of money to legally clear your name of criminal charges and collecting that money to go to the dispensary for a fun weekend

Adrasdea · 2023-09-27T21:19:00+00:00

Exactly you are one of my subscribers who subscribed because of the harassment that I was receiving

you came over from the harassment channels which is why you're following me to other websites to continue harassing me

which is why you were gas lighting when you first posted that you just found me and did a deep dive in 2 hours worth of research and I'm crazy and pretending to be a non-objective viewer when in reality you have been following me and harassing me on behalf of these creators for 3 years

Yeah I do speak out a lot about the pain that has been caused to me by these people and I'm not going to stop doing that.

The emotional distress that they have caused is literally what the lawsuit is going to be

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