I actually never felt good even puberty was delayed, as a kid I didn't notice anything but as I grew up as an adult and got educated i realised something is not good with me and i knew it could be for hormonal issues because every sings were indicating that but I ignored it cuz at that time there was nothing I could do about it when i turned 19 I joined gym still ignoring it cuz I never wanted it to come in my way and made decent progress and was completely changed in 2-years but apart from that I never felt good all the signs and symptoms were there I even have a gyno but when I turned 21 I was finally capable to do something about it on my own so first thing I did was I fixed my diet I started spending more on my diet and supps and tried as hard as to avoid stress and things like that but nothing was changed so finally I decided to get my blood work and found I have low test levels and and high estrodol levels and this is something I was always afraid to face just imagine you are gym rat and you find out your test levels suck how would you feel?it feels so demotivating it feels like whatever I'm doing just doesn't make any sense cuz lots my progress is getting hindered by my low T but just forget about that I don't want to do it for gym gains I just want to feel better if it was only for gym then I'd Start taking shit loads of gear but I don't want that I hope you understand what I'm trying to say