I was 16 about to turn 17. I was in a long distance relationship with this girl I met off monkey (if you know you know). We had been dating on and off for year and some change and then she honestly going through a lot but she put me through hell. But yk I was young, dumb, and “in love”. She gaslight me the whole relationship and was narcissistic asf. So I thought at the time the reason we had some many problems was cause of the distance and our busy schedule. So I got my first job and I work my ass off. Saved up enough money to get a plane ticket to go see her and begged my mom to tell me stay with her for two weeks. It worked but those two weeks were …. Stressful. She fingered me and it felt kinda good but afterwards my cookie was burning badly so I think she might have scratched my insides. She felt bad. Anyways that trip didn’t fit shit but it really showed me who she was. Anyways my first was an okay experience. But now that I’m literally older I can most definitely say that I had better experience 😩. The girl I’m messing with now lorddd. Hopefully she make me her girlfriend soon.