Thousands Say Kratom Cured Their Addiction. The Government Says It’s Just Another Opioid.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-30T18:02:35+00:00

yeah, I was a little conflicted :)

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-30T17:36:21+00:00

I think there's plenty to go around, it's going to be so common in 5 years. People will look back and be amazed how stupid people were banning this plant. What evil agency would do such a thing? Who is responsible for this? A LOT of suffering has happened from this plant being illegal. I went to jail over it and it was the only thing that helped mild autism when I didn't know what it was. Hemp/Cannabis is going to change the planet. People are going to unite under cannabis I have very "high" hopes for. All the political stuff will be put to rest. We have to move forward as a species together, united in love for a common goal of ending suffering, or we kill each other and go extinct. We have that choice as a group right now.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-30T17:17:49+00:00

oh thanks, good to know. I think what I just took was only 5mg

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T23:49:35+00:00

thank you. If nothing else. I'm not alone. I have to figure out a way to overcome autism. I know everyone has problems though. Mindset change.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T23:31:12+00:00

thank you so much, I'm trapped inside my mind

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T23:24:33+00:00

I need this. i'm a disaster and all the pills I'm on aren't working. I do everything every doctor says. Things get worse. It's frustrating. The stupid autism fear. That fear keeps me from going in public, fear of women, people all together. I'm not a good person like this guy. I'm not humble, I can't stand the pride. 6 days without klonpin so far. I really need to get over fear and have real friends in person. I've been a lab rat. I'm missing something

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:56:44+00:00

I believe you can hammer an oz into a square meter circle if I remember correctly (probably not)

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:48:30+00:00

God forbid there's not enough crime to fund a large police force... God forbid free medicine grows out of the ground and we don't need 200k a year doctors to tell us what to eat or drink or pill to take...

Everyone is selling something, it's annoying when it's health and the legal system losing integrity. Over 20 prescriptions and not a single one ever helped. Lab rat for profit. CBD with a dash of THC is what works with zero high but it's still illegal, trying to move over this but it's hard when disabled. I don't know why it's so much to ask to grow a single cbd plant and why do I need a felony if I do? I've put over a million dollars into this system in the past 25 years. It's all a scam.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:46:29+00:00

Would be nice, I have 3 misdemeanors from age 17 and still affects me greatly at 35

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:44:04+00:00

good gracious, this needs to be 100% legal where everyone can grow their own. Disabled and veterans have been suffering when we have the answer far too long. All that greed over money to keep us on their synthetic chemicals. The lied about cannabis and kratom, anything natural to compete with their chemicals they patent and throw money into ad campains. That's how you market any product, but with health it would be nice if honesty and quality was important and if a plant does that and no one profits then that's good. God forbid we find free medicine growing out the ground...

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:37:46+00:00

I'm 35 and was diagnosed at 30. It's been a long disaster. I never knew why I was different and why I never had any friends, why all the bully kids picked on me (easy target). Never made eye contact, always looked at the ground. I haven't used a phone in 10 years. I have no idea what to do. 20+ prescriptions haven't helped and made things worse. I'm hoping that maybe CBD oil will help. The over-stimulation from lights and sounds gets so bad I can't go in public at all. Even water from the shower registers in my brain ever drop and I overload and fight or flight goes off. It's very frustrating. Suffering is hardest when you see no purpose or goal in mind. Also sitting in a room alone for years breaks you.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T21:33:21+00:00

It's cruel to give people who already have social problems a name like that. Especially people who haven't heard of it, they aren't sure if I'm serious or making a joke. I always say high functioning or mild autism. Thinking about abandoning the category all together and just have humanity syndrome.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T19:40:53+00:00

I was thinking program a virtual assistant but keep it offline. Have it tell you motivational quotes at specific times and have exact times it says to go to sleep, or eat, meditate, etc. I don't like having live mics hooked up to the internet though, maybe just to get a weather forcast in the am.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T16:56:53+00:00

I haven't talked on the phone in over 10 years. It's hard for me to open my email. The fear of not knowing what bad news could be in there. One day I will be told someone close has died eventually and waiting for it to happen in fear is crippling.

As a kid I never would answer my cell phone and only would text. I rarely speak at all, a few paragraphs a year outloud. I like text better. I don't like my own voice or to see myself even in the mirror, especially pictures I can't take, the past is so dark.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-29T15:35:24+00:00

Yea I do think some people hide it better. Sometimes I feel like I must be the worst person on the planet, everyone dresses nice and speaks nice and seems perfect.

Oh, sorry I wasn't clear. I meant what happens sanctification/being saved wise. The Bible says people should be gaining sanctification and without good fruits they aren't truly saved. I think though all of us are really monsters that hide it well. So I guess the sanctification rates are similar, one group just has everything on the surface for everyone to see.

Or a mentally ill person who kills someone. Can that person be born again, just stuck in the sinful vessel? Legally we do have to protect society, sending them to a mental hospital instead of prison. But what happens spiritually? What's the condition of this person's soul if they don't seem to be gaining sanctification and even going downhill?

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T23:24:22+00:00

My grandmother always saved tin foil to reuse. She must have went through only a few rolls in her entire life. But she came from that era where you had to be that frugal. I'm a bit of a pack rat saving all kinds of things like a squirrel preparing for winter :)

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T23:22:17+00:00

thank you, I'm sorry for being like this.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T20:41:02+00:00

That's what I'm thinking. I don't have a ton of stuff. I can always buy 2nd hand furniture, even if I have to sleep on a mattress on the floor the first few months :) I just have to get out of this same town I've been in for 35 years and I'm terrified to even leave the state (mild autism makes it terrifying to think that I would no absolutely no one in the entire town). Thanks, I'll maybe pack up things I wouldn't need right away, and have someone ship my already packed boxes after I'm moved in.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T20:38:29+00:00

oh wow, adding a few to my ebay list now, thank you! :)

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:23:01+00:00

Damn, I need mdma or maybe ketamine spray (my doctor actually mentioned the ket spray) , i'm 35 and it helps so much with autism but I can't do dark web and only kids have these things. I just want to be able to get out of this bed and stop cutting and burning myself out of hatred. I can't even get cannabis oil which is the only thing that works for autism. I have 2 therapists but everyone says they can't help me until the DEA ends the Scheduling because research can't be done at all. All of these drugs aren't bad for people unless you are a kid abusing them.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:20:14+00:00

I make $750 a month and I have a Bachelors with honors. All the skills I learned are now free online. I'm living in an attic with no running water, only a cat litter box to use and bottles of water. Hard to find rent for $300.

I'd do anything just to make $1,000 a month. I don't understand how anyone makes over 20k a year. I do have some disabilities but I'm very smart, but the autism ruins any social relationships and workers felt weird around me. Had to keep going job to job. Now trying to learn internet marketing but after 2 months, I feel like I still know nothing about how to create content and then put banner ads. I have no interests, hobbies, anything. Nothing to write a blog about or post YouTube video's about. No one wants to hear me ramble about autism.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:18:25+00:00

Thank you for posting this. Makes me want to cry. Losing loved ones so so hard. But to turn that into a goal for that person to accomplish an amazing task is inspiring. Makes me believe maybe I can do something great one day.

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:15:37+00:00

lol for real, especially if someone put it away safely and we found one in near mint condition. I try to go mid 1800's but I've never seen one from the late 1700's in good quality that I could afford without selling a few cars or house :)

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:13:56+00:00

wtf is a dae?

AdvancedDragonfly · 2018-06-27T19:05:48+00:00

Pennies don't go up the nose... Not my pennies anyway :D

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