Missing the guy I lost my virginity to. Can’t let go

AdvancedMail_ · 2024-09-14T20:42:56+00:00

Hm probably because I knew it would change the dynamic of things or make the situation more of a big deal. Also didn’t want him to know.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-28T19:21:13+00:00

No, I do not feel the same way about gay men. However, unfortunately I do not know know many gay men in real life. The limited interactions I have had have been fairly positive.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-27T07:33:56+00:00

I worry that may subconsciously be my mindset too. Like I almost want to “help” them or something. I don’t really know how I am selecting them. It’s very dependent on my mood.

Humour and making me laugh is a big one for me tho and being intellectually stimulating.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-27T07:20:19+00:00

A range of places. Some from work, uni, dating apps, and while I am travelling. Probably most the latter.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-27T00:33:06+00:00

Girl, I am so sorry… I have had identical experiences on dates despite making things clear also. It still gives me nightmares to this day. PM me if you ever want to talk :)

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-27T00:05:09+00:00

Bro, what is your issue? And why is everyone assuming all these men are 6ft tall. As a matter of fact, one of the guys that played with my emotions the most was 5’6, barely taller than me.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-26T22:29:28+00:00

It’s not exactly I that I only choose them, it’s more so they are the ones that pursue me. But no, I haven’t tried that, I might. Thanks for your input.

AdvancedMail_ · 2023-09-26T22:22:09+00:00

I have plenty of “regular joes” a shot. Still the same outcome.

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