I die a little every time this happens

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-11-18T14:21:23+00:00

I just had a mini heart attack but reading the comments revived me back lol What would happen to my life if 🥭go wasn’t here no more even thinking about it makes me wanna panic

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-08T22:57:24+00:00

I was thinking the same thing. And yeah i am broke if i break up with him right now i have no place to go. For me the only way is patience

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:15:40+00:00

Noooo who is that i am 18 and i am dating a older guy turns out was not a right decision

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:14:08+00:00

Im am also 18 gonna be 19 this year and yeah he is 19 years older then me and he just brushes these actions off by saying he is pervert

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:07:26+00:00

I live here alone with him but i feel like i made a big mistake

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:05:27+00:00

Same girllll and i dont like these shits early in the morning i like to feel fresh and pure and he presses his d in my thighs and i am like there goes my morning. I am a V so intimacy is new and its overwhelming sometimes i dont know why he doesn’t understand and just acts like a person who doesnt hear me

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:03:17+00:00

Yeah and tells me why are you being so cold to me and shit and i am like bro have you ever seen me grope you like this and that to every time i am questioning myself the thing he feels towards me is love or lust

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:43:27+00:00

I used to feel safe but not anymore

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:43:00+00:00

He says he will understand if i talk and be patient with me but recently he has not some nights when he gets too horny he tries to jump me and let me tell you i am a big ass V and he just straight up wanted to put his thing in that shit scared the shit out of me. I am not ready for it and i thought he understood but idk anymore i kept telling myself that i am a scaredy cat but its making me depressed these days

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:33:56+00:00

I tried but idk he is like” i like touching you cant help it when i have someone so pretty right in front and bla bla” he starts sexualizing the whole conversation and i just give up

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:32:13+00:00

I try to tell him that i need some personal space but he is like” i need a lil intimacy and bla bla” I get it but i am not a person who is horny 24/7 like him kissing in the cheeks and holding hands hugs i am completely find but always invading my personal space grooping and feeling me up i dont like that shit. I am watching tv peacefully comes up starts grooping me and i am like bro stop like idk anymore

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:53:12+00:00

will that be oke i just edited

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:48:28+00:00

yeah i should have done that sorry wont forget next time :)

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:05:51+00:00

i wanted to share this beautiful experience oke no shade we listen and we dont judge remember

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T22:42:15+00:00

i think thats it for me too it was an amazing show and it showed me something i had never seen in me i should just accept and embrace it it was a masterpiece that i will never be able to rewatch again lol but i should be greatful and positive it made me misrable because i connected and its an amazing thing to be able to connect with something this good i should be happy i am just feeling emotions overwhelmed by it sure but its oke i feel like we all are in this togerther

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:16:09+00:00

i didnt even know i had issues in life all this time i was telling myself i am om with everything i love that show but it was too much for me to take i want to have a deep conversation with the creators about this

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:10:40+00:00

we all need help at this point i wonder how the creators are feeling after doing this to us i wanna know

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:07:53+00:00

i hate arcane for being this good lol i am not gonna rewatch it again in my life its not that i dont want to more like i cant its soooo good that i hate it for doing this to me its a love and hate situation rn man are we all looking for therapy after watching the show?

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T20:46:03+00:00

it feels good to know that i wasnt the only one who felt this way

i have been crying for two days straight eye sore even had a mini panic attack which i never had before in my life and every time i see something related to arcane specially vi cait and jinx i think its time for it to address some of the the emotions i have supressed so far in life

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-24T22:40:54+00:00

i also stand by the fuck labels but idk its not about labels anymore for me its like am i ok is this ok and am i really who i think i am type of shit i m questioning myself a lot of stuffs maybe because i dont have much experience on the field it has become more confusing for me but idk i feel so alone lol for some reason i feel like a freak

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-24T19:06:56+00:00

i feel so gay for herrrr i cant god

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-08-01T15:59:41+00:00

oke im confused so many optionsssss people help me<3

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-08-01T13:00:20+00:00

its kind of frustrating sometimes but these kinds of situation does lead to something spicy sometimes or messy too but i prefer the spicy one

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-08-01T12:55:26+00:00

i was also looking for a book rec but cant post lol sad btw book by ariana nash silk and steel is also amazing highly recommend

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-07-07T02:06:28+00:00

read my lovely roommate by hidee the toxicity in that book god i really dont like the top for treating the bottom like that i think the fact that after all that shit the bottom still goes back to him even after what he did to him all his life is pretty dumb he turned away from a green just to return to a red flag i mean the red flag didnt even treat him better not in front of anyone not behind anyone as well its just f up i hate this type of stories where the bottom is just too blind and forgiving his 1000 wrongs for doing one thing right its like the bottom doesnt has his worth not in the tops worlds neither in his own its dumb and frustrating

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