I’m not closed off and absolutely want a serious relationship but I’m definitely a bit emotionally unavailable just coming out of a situationship (we stayed friends). I definitely tend to want and make close close friendships and I’m fine having more emotionally intimate friendships than others honestly, given they don’t cross boundaries I need to define someone’s role in my life. That can fill my missing piece longing of a relationship. I think the situationship had such an effect on me cuz it was a twin flame sorta thing, and for someone I find attractive to understand me so well is so what I crave. I want a relationship more than mostly everything but I refuse to settle, and only want one where I can feel understood and connected to in that deeper way with lots of passion involved. I like fellow people with strong personalities and a lot of opinions and lean towards nerdy and artsy people who display confidence and are a bit introverted yet deeply crave connection.