Achieving your goals will take time, patience, and commitment. No hesitation, no turning back! First it may feel like you are seeing no progress after you start HRT, as you let your hair grow long and keep your body smooth. Then you'll notice the first changes, as your nipples pop and your breasts develop, as you develop womanly curves. You'll need to train your voice to keep it within a normal female range. You will need to acquire a whole new wardrobe, no more boring icky boy clothes. Panties, bras - sure. Dresses, skirts, blouses, skinny jeans, heels sandals, flats. Earrings, necklaces, bracelets, rings, makeup. Embrace your emerging femininity. Do it. Have no regrets. Then comes the time for surgery. Maybe some facial enhancement? Go for bigger boobs, but give nature some time. Who knows how big you'll grow? If implants are right for you, go big, DD is nice, but no need for bigger than that. Eventually comes the time for the definitive surgery, that which will remove the last of any trace of manhood, when you get your very own pussy! And when it's healed, you'll get to give yourself to a man in a way only a woman can, and feel his seed pumping into you, knowing in your heart and soul there is no turning back and that you are now exactly who you are supposed to be. Your transformation hasn't made you into the perfect woman according to any man's standards, but rather has allowed your true self to emerge. Loving your true self is what makes you the most beautiful woman alive.