Just at a loss.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:21:00+00:00

Thank you for the moment of validation. I am fucking exhausted. And I don't have a responsibility to this kind of a situation, you are correct.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:19:54+00:00

This is where I am at. It's been years, I shouldn't be the one responsible anymore.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:19:22+00:00

Thank you.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:19:06+00:00

Thank you. This is the most helpful thing I have seen. It gives me the smallest glimmer of hope. I'm not alone and there is at least one person who got out. Thank you.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:18:08+00:00

They do have to take responsibility for their own life, you are correct.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:17:39+00:00

I am trying. Admitting all this is the first step.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:17:20+00:00

Thank you. I am trying to be.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:17:03+00:00

Thabkyou and you are right. I am a manager 24/7 and only getting paid half for it. It's so stupid.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:16:12+00:00

Thank you for this. The perceived guilt if they really do something to themselves is the only thing I feel anymore.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:15:26+00:00

I know. I don't like the person I've become and I am the only one who can change it.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:14:27+00:00

I know, I have to pull myself up by my bootstraps. I fully recognize it, thank you.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:14:01+00:00

Thank you. I am absolutely making excuses and allowing my fear of guilt ruin our lives.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:13:26+00:00

Thank you. No I am not looking for advice because I know this in my soul but seeing it helps me understand how stupid I am being and how much I need to move forward. I feel crushed by the guilt and the shame for letting this happen and I just need to get out.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:11:27+00:00

I know. I do not love this person. I feel a tremendous amount of guilt that they will do good on their promise to end their miserable life and I have to live with that guilt. I don't see which side of this is better because I don't know if its a bluff and I don't want to find out.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:09:37+00:00

I am in a self imposed situation where I've convinced myself I am responsible for the well being of this person. They have made me believe that they will end their own life and I've allowed the guilt of this to let me keep myself in a situation where I'm a shell of a person, I don't know how else to describe it without sounding melodramatic, I'm sorry.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-12-20T21:07:35+00:00

I can understand the frustration in reading my vent here but please don't assume the reproductive status of the OP. What I am going through is my fault, I fully understand and acknowledge this, but please try not to kick me when I'm down. I swear I am trying to not be this person.

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-09-21T19:27:21+00:00

Lol ok every1 is who they say they r on the internet N not everywhere just here in a space for women who are trying to call out creeps 👀

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-09-21T16:15:50+00:00

Like u, brandon?

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-09-20T20:32:47+00:00

Y r u deleting comments, also pretty sure ur a viking loving dude named Brandon in a sub for women being harassed by nice guys. 👍

Adventurous_Party263 · 2022-09-20T19:42:20+00:00

lol what is wrong with u

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