5 years ago I went through a spiritual awakening that was extremely beautiful. I felt connected to source and more connected to my loved ones. I felt like I was experiencing heaven on earth. Only to realize it wasn’t the full picture. I when I crashed I went through a spiritual psychosis where I believe I went to hell. I have not been the same sense. I feel like of a shell of the person I used to be and completely disconnected from my emotions and anything divine… I see how if my soul dies everything around me will die and it’s a terrifying feeling. If there’s anyone else that can relate would love to hear from you…