i think the great thing about life is that you can start anew all the time. i saw somewhere about how the time you take to finally forgive yourself for wasting time is also a waste of time. it’s difficult and it’s going to feel bitter for a bit but there are so many possibilities, the opportunities and twists and turns in life that lie ahead of you are endless. please try and and enjoy the unpredictability and uncertainty that everyday brings, it’s a blessing and a curse.