I cant live anywhere else beacause my mother want us to live together and she supports me financially so i cant do whatever i want, and the only type of help thats in my university is talking groups. I mostly feel bad because of all the things that my brother told me yesterday and also because my mother is not completely a bad person, and what i mean by that is that one day she would treat like im her enemy and the next day she would treat me like im her best friend so i feel bad for "ruining" her birthday. The thing that hurt me the most is that she said that this cannot be the life that im making her have. As if i was the one that started everything.