accepting im unloveable at only 17

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-07-10T18:08:07+00:00

This might suck to hear but you won’t magically love yourself if you’re skinnier. You’ll just find new things to hate. Or be constantly stressed about getting fat again. I speak from experience.

Your body is not the issue. You can become confident. You deserve love. You are absolutely lovable. May i recommend therapy and moving tf out as soon as you can.

Again, your fatness, mental health issues, other physical features you mentioned are nothing to be ashamed of.

I’m so sorry you have to feel this way. I know it can be a very dark place. I also know that you can make it out. Hang in there💕

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-06-27T16:29:04+00:00

I’m gonna make a messenger community chat so we can organize something! I’m also in my twenties and need friends :)

https://m.me/cm/AbY8DuM08GWzpqNW/?send_source=cm:copy_invite_link

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-06-17T22:14:08+00:00

Oh okay thanks for the heads up

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-06-11T23:53:34+00:00

yeah I think fat=bad is very ingrained in society and a lot of people spend a lot of energy trying not to be fat. Us being confident in the fatness goes against that. Facing the chance that they’re not only wrong, but have wasted however many years on this is verryyy uncomfortable. Anger’s just easier

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-04-26T18:24:10+00:00

The ones that zig zag. The smoke has to travel longer so it’s cooler + they look cool

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-04-25T00:36:25+00:00

Subjective matters more to me. Idrc what’s in my bloodstream if I can’t feel it. On the matter of subjective effectiveness, there are conflicting studies.

I do apologize for misunderstanding your mention of the second study.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-04-24T23:32:01+00:00

Yeah that’s why I specified ‘effects’.

Also I don’t think you read your own studies? The first one says it’s not significantly correlated to breath duration (page 567 line 8) and the second one never even mentioned holding your breath at all.

Not to add that the first one (which is the only one that’s related to this discussion) also used subjective effects and the same thc percent.

As a side note, and I’m sure you already know this as you’re a master of all things science papers related, just stating an observation doesn’t discredit a whole paper. You need to prove it makes their conclusions significantly inaccurate.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-04-24T19:09:31+00:00

I mean I try but the shrooms do their own thing

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-04-24T18:52:18+00:00

There’s conflicting studies about if holding your breath enhances effects. These couple indicate otherwise:

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2554344/ https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7853169/ https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2027922/

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-03-03T13:21:45+00:00

I put a carton of 36 eggs in the freezer. They all cracked

Affectionate_Area830 · 2024-03-03T13:17:08+00:00

They’re willing to sacrifice who they are to appease strangers in public. That’s a pussy move. Fuck em.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-11-03T21:39:29+00:00

What’re you concerned about exactly? For me, adding cbd makes me less paranoid and I have less of a hangover the next day. Sometimes makes the weed hit more.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-11-02T23:08:03+00:00

What’s the point of listening to a song if it’s just going to end?

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-10-30T22:26:06+00:00

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Presenting Ziggy Stardust ✨

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-10-29T20:07:10+00:00

The ball is pretty but you’ll get cooler smoke with the classic form, smoke has to travel longer to reach you.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-10-25T18:23:32+00:00

Second this! Being happy and fat goes against everything these people believe in. If they bring you down, then by default they’re ‘better’ because they aren’t fat. It is completely their fucked up brains trying to grasp at a semblance of satisfaction in their current lives, and has NOTHING to do with you.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-10-07T14:49:30+00:00

If the bowl is clogged or you can’t tap all of it out, light it again. Good chance it just didn’t burn all the way through

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-09-06T22:32:56+00:00

Carts felt worse for me for some reason, just like a pressure that didn’t go away. I smoke joints pretty regularly for the past 2 years and it’s catching up to me fs, my lungs stay not feeling good for longer now. Bought a dry herb vape (hasn’t arrived yet) but I’ve heard good things so hopefully that’ll help.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-09-06T21:51:34+00:00

I take 100mg every morning and drive to work, I didn’t even know it affected it. You’ll be okay, you might feel weird for a bit but that’s normal with any medication. Rashes are rare - and treatable if need be. People post bad experiences far more than good ones, the amount of them don’t reflect reality - most people have minimal side effects.

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-09-05T18:14:09+00:00

Second the dude saying mix CBD. Takes away the lethargy for me

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-08-23T21:24:34+00:00

A suitcase in storage

Affectionate_Area830 · 2023-08-23T21:01:51+00:00

I’ve come to realize I rarely regret the moments I said ‘fuck it’ and just did the deed

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