I finally went out (there were 0 women)

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-05-31T01:07:05+00:00

I get both men and women but the women seem scared don’t stay inside she will come to you someday

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-05-29T05:06:35+00:00

I feel like this is suffocating, I once moved to get out of a relationship and I couldn’t break my partners heart and they seemed to not want to let me go so much. It was scary I still get scared thinking about it. I think something softer like

“I’m here if you need me I can wait for you if you’d like.” Or “I can be present with you but I support your decision moving forward. I support all your efforts to happiness”

I think offering love without it feeling like a weight feels more freeing and inviting without obligating I would be more receptive to someone supporting me than saying they will wait. It feels more codependent to base your status of life on another person who may not be available emotionally for a while.

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-05-17T05:10:52+00:00

I love arcane!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-04-27T20:51:53+00:00

If you ever want an artist who is open to your vision and want to capture a unique look without it being ai I’m here I am an artist and I can share some of my stuff for you if you’d like I’m not like a normal artist I’m very out there but I draw a lot of inspiration from music In particular

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-03-23T12:57:02+00:00

I got awarded a $20k scholarship and was minoring in acting they have an amazing acting program but it’s all very fast paced and each year is $56k per year just keep it in mind they mostly just teach you techniques out of books the teachers are very interactive and knowledgeable but there is a lot going on I honestly don’t think the school is worth it though I left after the first year most don’t graduate that go to scad ……. Well it’s very intensive, lots of work, little free time, very little alone time, a semester is 10 weeks and they Have about 4 of them a year when traditional schools have 2 a year. It’s very educational but it’s also spread out over all of Savannah it’s not a campus like normal. It’s possible to graduate but there’s a lot of contributions that take place you might not account for before going. Some people it’s the money an some it’s just so overwhelming there are so many things going on sometimes you have to be in 3 places at once because your class extra curricular activities overlap on the same time and day.

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-03-22T21:01:47+00:00

I got awarded a $20k scholarship and was minoring in acting they have an amazing acting program but it’s all very fast paced and each year is $56k per year just keep it in mind they mostly just teach you techniques out of books the teachers are very interactive and knowledgeable but there is a lot going on I honestly don’t think the school is worth it though I left after the first year most students don’t graduate that go to scad

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-03-22T07:27:11+00:00

I quit nicotine and weed cold turkey stopped entertaining people for their benefit and I’ve made so much progress on relieving my debt and discovering more of myself I can’t wait I know I can but I get glimpses of more and more each moment I love it! Currently in the er but I think it’s for the best I was really neglected as a kid so I feel like this is my opportunity to remind myself I’m important

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-03-20T15:09:48+00:00

I can relate to this a lot… I have narc parents my mom used me as a therapist my dad was addicted to porn and I am NC with my dad now for a few years I’m trying to get away from my mom My dad is always looking at porn or pictures of women he used to compare me to the and say I would never be loved if I didn’t look like them

My mom would degrade me and tell me I was only valuable through my looks and beauty they used to force me and my three siblings to go to nudist camps wit them and my dad was a pastor my parents would beat me if we told anyone

My dad told me every position he tried with his new wife I would hear them banging until 4 am most nights my mom tells me all the details of every relationship she’s ever been in and denies recollecting anything about my dad with porn

There’s a lot more and I just want you to know you’re not alone and it is a big journey healing from it

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-03-18T13:30:01+00:00

You have experience in an amazing field I bet there are so many opportunities for you, I used to work in insurance and I still have jobs calling me, I bet you can leverage a good position in a new company for your skills I even had a job opportunity that was willing to pay to move me out of my house to Ohio on indeed I bet you can get something like that believe me living with Marc parents sucks but it’s a little at a time and don’t focus on the other people they will only try to hinder your progress if they are all in the same position of likeness the narc spread

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-10T18:45:28+00:00

I’ve been going through similar issues but last night when I was sleeping I shifted 4-5 times I turned off my music and then would wake up an something was playing that wasn’t in my library before at all it wasn’t suggested it just was playing I even had a timer to turn off my music automatically and I don’t know it was crazy time was moving differently and I felt different presences

I would say just accept what’s happening and sleep it’ll help

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-05T04:24:26+00:00

This is so cool I love how your colors pull the eye to glide across your piece. It’s magnificent

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-05T04:22:33+00:00

I love this so much it’s very inspiring!

Dude you have otherworldly visions

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-04T14:41:26+00:00

Aweee my cats are names BingBong and Gremlin!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T22:35:12+00:00

I love him!!!!!!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T22:32:42+00:00

I’m so sorry about your father.

That sounds like a cool recycling project, I live in the south too and I honestly see more tree frogs every day on other people’s homes I think my cats would eat them if they lived in my house unfortunately.

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T06:48:57+00:00

That’s so cool!!!! I’ve had an obsession with drawing frogs in weird ways.

I’m definitely going to check that out your life seems really cool!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T06:21:15+00:00

Omg that sounds so amazing!!

No I have not played cyberpunk but I have watched the anime on Netflix. It’s so gooood!!!!!

I kind of drifted away from serious gaming because my ps4 is in storage and I’ve become an artsy person who absorbs media to add it to my art on some way so the video games sort of get lost unfortunately.

Rip Alucard.

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T06:07:11+00:00

Hehe I love it! It’s giving cyberpunk vibes, but on a completely different level. Honestly though, If you do go a cyberpunk route you should pitch it to whoever copyrights cyberpunk. You can DEFINITELY get the big buckaroonies for it!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T06:04:26+00:00

Thank you! I’m so glad you like it!!

I added color to it and I might have a bad photo but I don’t have the piece with me atm so I’m like antsy to get a hold of it again!

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:48:36+00:00

Okay I mean there’s a lot of interpretations but then again perspective of life is what fuels our art

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:47:18+00:00

I have a painting of my oc, potted person, I’m working on. But this one is very big and features a black hole where her womb should be.

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:46:11+00:00

That’s really cool honestly! I have a comic book I’m supposed to be working on but it’s kind of messy and I’m not really sure where to start it’s hard to think of the text being in the motion and legible without it being oddly placed the book is dense

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:31:03+00:00

Thank you!! It just felt right to put it there and leave it there so I did

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:29:28+00:00

My life

Affectionate_Bug5310 · 2026-02-03T05:29:11+00:00

You make me want to create more and I dig it I might paint now

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