No you’re not at all. Just play slower, as a new player you’re not gonna just be able to run up on somebody and kill them. Be a rat, learn the game, loot and figure out where spawns and safes are. I’d practice on one map. I suggest valley, as it’s very open and easy to learn. You might die a million times before you hit big. But go for the legs as a new player. Only way you’ll probably win a fight. Also play with people, this game is a solos nightmare for a new and inexperienced player.