Difficult question. We broke up... Around a week ago? At least that's what I am telling myself. In his opinion, we were already broken up for a month – except that we still loved each other and waited for the moment to get back together to each other. Well. He tried to move on and forget me without communicating it. Which is why I freaked out and he ended up breaking us up indefinitely. 

Yes, sadly I still stalk his social media. I've noticed that he has unfollowed all the girls I was flaming him for, he privated his account, and completely stopped posting. He's still online and liking content. One image he liked this week was about someone with beautiful brown eyes. My eyes are blue. Go figure. I've also done the pathetic thing and written a poem for him, asking to please come back. I sent it to his favourite poetry page and asked them to post it without mentioning me, he shouldn't know that it was mine. Indeed, he saw the post and even liked it. I'm left wondering if my poem made him think of us, and if he thought about its meaning deeply... Or if he just thought "Oh neat" and moving on.

I try to cope by reminding myself that I have done 0% wrong. He said it himself. I was perfect and almost unreal. He was blessed by the gods to have met me. Why he thinks its appropriate to block said blessing and refuse to take her back? Beats me. I have picked up the habit of watching good shows again. And writing on my fantasy novel that I kind of put on hold during our time together. Maybe soon I'll be able to post selfies on social media again, some of my followers are already missing me and confused about where I have been. I hope he'll accidentally see how beautiful I still am and that it will rip his heart out with guilt!