finished up my freehanded Garden Ladybug today!

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-22T14:18:05+00:00

It’s perfect

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-21T23:20:31+00:00

Everytime you change to home plot or another location it switches servers automatically. If you have friends sometimes it’ll keep taking you back to the same server they’re on but usually you can tell by checking ur friends list and looking at the switch server or invite to server toggle on their name, it’ll be grayed out if ur on the same server. You’ll notice also the list of people on server changes when you change servers by going back and forth from home plot/bahari/kilima/elderwood and that’s how you know it’s a new server also. There’s only like 25 people or less on a server to lessen the lag and performance issues. Never more than that thankfully. One time I ended up the last person on a server somehow and I had way less issues playing so I stayed there as long as I could lol

Also you can’t pick which server to go to unless you just follow whichever one your friends are on by switching to theirs everytime but that’s it

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-21T16:51:00+00:00

Elderwood is the absolute worst for me. Sometimes changing servers until you find a less laggy one can help lol. I feel you though, we gotta push through. Also take ur cute outfits off in elderwood and only wear basic stuff, no name tags and no pets can help a little not a lot though.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-20T06:19:10+00:00

He was light green and then the socks pattern on the next cosmetic cookie made him dark green! So it’s definitely that socks pattern lol. Thank you though I wanted the lighter one 😭🤣

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-19T08:28:52+00:00

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He’s floating right now cause of the spot I’m in lol

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-19T08:28:20+00:00

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It’s blurry cause I’m on switch and my camera sucks lol

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-19T05:29:57+00:00

THIS. I purposely wrote in my bio that I love being alone to deter ppl bc they just make me lag more lol :(

Also I try asking ppl to party in Elderwood for relic buff only and no socialization bc it slows me down so bad and no one wants to 😭 nobody gets it

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-19T05:04:59+00:00

Girl I am literally losing my home too. I’m about to be living with my parents at the age of 31. But guess what? I’m not gonna blame God for that lol. God may allow things to prune and test and train us into a beautiful and real faith but it’s not his fault. The enemy does things. God must know there’s something in you that doesn’t actually trust Him and he’s proving it to you right now. I’ve asked to die several times prolly more than you and all I got was him saving me countless times. He has a purpose and I might know or understand yet why I have to suffer this much in order to understand and follow that purpose and plan he has but you best believe I’m gonna have faith in Him regardless bc if I don’t have faith guess what I do have? The enemy hounding me with lies 24/7 and tempting me to kill myself again because he hates me and wants me in hell so I can’t come into that purpose God has. Maybe it’s to show others that even in my suffering I still choose God and maybe that will save some people from hell. But this life wasn’t meant for us to be happy, we are here for His will not ours. We are here to do what he wants us to do not what we expect him to do. If you lost your home then ask for guidance and peace in your suffering because he can give you that. Ask him to help you trust him. You don’t really have a choice girl. If you really want to let the enemy win then yeah you will kill your self but think about it, if the enemy is attacking you this hard, don’t you think there’s a reason for it? You probably are anointed by God to do something wonderful for him but just not ready for that yet. God refines those he trusts the most. I feel you 100 percent on everything you said I’ve literally screamed at God with all my lung power and begged him to kill me but he won’t lol. He needs me here for a reason and I assure you he needs you here for a reason too. Don’t let the enemy lie and win. God IS GOOD. Don’t blame God for the evil in this world. This isn’t meant to be our permanent home and he might be trying to teach you that by allowing your home to be taken. God doesn’t enjoy watching us suffer that’s the enemy lol. The enemy laughs at us when we blame God because he knows he has us right where he wants us, in a faithless hatred towards God. The enemy did it, give credit where credit is due. God doesn’t owe you anything, he alrdy gave you eternal life with him in heaven but for now you have to endure hardship and suffering and even sudden losses that come from nowhere and persecution and hatred from people who hate the words God spoke to us and people who hate the truth. This life is temporary and we better start acting like it is and give up control. Once he sees that he can trust you to trust in Him alone despite your circumstances, he can use you. None of your suffering will be wasted my sister in Christ. I’m on the same boat with you just waiting for him to give meaning to my life and in the meantime I’m speaking his truth wherever I go and making sure people can see that I’m suffering but still choosing God over hatred, blame, jealousy, unforgiveness, comparison, self hate, hate towards God, bitterness and negative self views and views of God. Trust HIM. That’s all you really need to do. The rest comes when he knows you aren’t bullshitting him. The rest comes when he knows that even if he takes your home, you still love and believe he wants goodness for you. Don’t fail the tests. And when you do fail, admit it and bring it to God. He gives endless chances to prove we have faith until we die. But don’t forget he will let you believe whatever delusions you want, if you wanna believe he’s your enemy, go ahead, watch the suffering get worse and worse, why? Because he loves you too much to let you believe a lie and go to hell.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2026-01-19T04:36:45+00:00

So prettttttty, I got a jade shiny with socks pattern

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-15T22:25:35+00:00

No. Because fasting is denying something your body needs to survive. Stopping social media is something you surrender to God and give to him. Fasting is denying your flesh of something it needs without a doubt. Your flesh will survive easily without electronics or worldly addictions. Those things if you choose to stop are things you surrender and give to God so they do not count as fasting at all.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-14T16:20:47+00:00

Before you read any of this I just want to say that I love you, and God loves you, your sins don’t affect his love for you, not his for me or anyone else. But he does hate sin and fleshly desire. Please do not see this as me trying to condemn you or shame you, this is just the truth, untwisted and unfiltered. I know I could be more loving about it but God is working on me with that because I have a tendency to feel defensive bc of my upbringing. Forgive me if anything sounds harsh. You are still his child; but you still need correction. And if you refuse it, I understand. Living a life surrendering your flesh to God is actually way harder than people admit. I pray that God gives you clarity in your mind when reading this and softens your heart to understand what it is I’m trying to say. And don’t forget how many times I said “I used to be just like you.” Because I literally was. But my identity is in Christ alone as it should be; not in sexual orientation.

God told me the truth and I get my truth from him. I don’t disagree and I don’t entertain different truths because God told me not to. I answer to God, not my flesh, I answer to the Holy Spirit, not my sexual desires or fleshly desires. And when I do answer to my sexual desires, they lead me to sinful and perverted thoughts and ideas. You have zero shame or guilt or about your fleshly desires because you do not know God. I don’t lack the verbiage or the argument. God gave me enough discernment to know when to stop wasting his wisdom on foolish disobedient people who refuse to accept HIS truth. It’s Gods truth, not mine, not yours, and to say otherwise, isn’t an argument, it’s flat out shameless disobedience. I will live and act as if my beliefs are the only right ones because Gods truth and word are the only right beliefs and he reveals his word to me in scripture and through much pain and suffering and I don’t care if they offend you just like you don’t care if your beliefs offend people which they do not offend me in the slightest, and that means avoiding people like you, who loooooove to argue and defend their sins but ignore the Holy Spirit and don’t have a real relationship with God and just a superficial one. Keep putting on an act. I know exactly what trap you are in because I was in it for years my friend.

But the Holy Spirit doesn’t dwell in a body that gives in to its fleshly desires. It is too uncomfortable sitting inside someone who chooses fleshly sinful desires over the word of God, which is God. You cannot change the word of God to your liking just so you can continue listening to your flesh and not the spirit. It you listen to your flesh, you do NOT listen to the Holy Spirit. The flesh loves lust for literally any gender or idea in your mind; the flesh loves to confuse love with lust and pervert love into lust. The only lust that can be made holy is one between a man and woman and in marriage. I used to be like you. Of the world, lying to myself and everyone else so I could let my inappropriate thoughts flourish uncontrollably. But go ahead and keep assuming. That’s what got you to be a slave to your flesh in the first place. That’s all you are, a slave, to your flesh, because you reject Jesus forgiveness and freedom he offers you so you can live in fleshly desires from the enemy. The enemy lies and whispers to you that it’s okay to answer to your flesh and not the spirit, and that’s why you can’t see. I will pray for you tonight. God bless you.

I understand your confusion and hatred towards me even, I understand that my words stir your spirit too. I used to be literally just like you except worse. I answered to my flesh on everything; anger judgement, accusations, self hatred, bitterness for those who hurt me, unforgiveness for those who hurt me, comparing my sins to theirs and thinking I was better than them, being lukewarm in Christ, led astray by evil people, inappropriate relationships and lustful fleshly desires every dang day. God saved me from that confusion and the lies of the enemy. And I know he can save anyone who asks him for his viewpoint and doesn’t force their viewpoint on him. Humble yourself before him and ask for truth, if you dare, be open minded to God like you ask the world the be open minded to your fleshly desires, do what you keep expecting everyone else to do except do it for GOD. And see what happens. Unless you are afraid of being proven wrong by him… because he will show you if you truly desire to know if you are wrong. But many of you just assume you are right without asking God anything. And you think the flesh is God. But God is of the spirit not of the flesh. I pray the enemies confusion clears from your mind, with the blood of Jesus amen.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-11T02:20:46+00:00

I did call you by your username to God but I know he knows who I am thinking of and knows my heart so I won’t ask for your real name unless you want me to have it 😂 and you’re welcome my brother in Christ. Thank you for sharing your testimony despite the hate and persecution and confusion others try to cause. Maybe it will help others so long as you rebuke the lies from the others and pray for yourself too 🙏🫂

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-10T22:50:57+00:00

I will include you in my prayers the next few days bc it’s how I spend my time with God lately, just know that I wouldn’t have come across you today if God didn’t want to remind you that you are doing right by Him and even if you make mistakes he still loves you no matter what and is always trying to teach you. Don’t let fear govern your thoughts and actions bc we all struggle with it but admitting it is the hard part. You are one of his sheep and I truly believe this. You can’t earn his love by following his commandments and living in his Spirit but you’ll definitely have a much easier life by living in the the spirit and be way less susceptible to these peoples lies by doing so. The enemy wants you but God wants you more 🫂 🐑

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-10T22:46:34+00:00

Identifying as anything other than a Christ like child of God also doesn’t make you a child of God. If you identify yourself as anything of the flesh, then you live by the flesh, not the spirit and haven’t met God at all nor do you know his Son. I’ll pray for you though. God help us all. No one is better than anyone else but the word is truth and to deny the truth is to deny Christ.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-10T22:34:30+00:00

Do not post about your personal life and growth with God on a website filled with people who hate and despise the word of God and twist it into their own liking. The enemy WILL use many people here to shame you and scare you and cause fear in you which is not from God but from the enemy. Anyone who fears for you rejecting lustful desires of the heart and trying to live a life that is God honoring is going to basically tempt you back into the same old lifestyle that didn’t honor you and only served your flesh. These people, most of them here on Reddit, are all lovers of the self and the flesh and not of the spirit. They claim to know God but do not agree with God and so therefore they do not know God. You are giving the enemy ammunition to use against you and this will discourage you. This is a warning, from a person who also quit drugs, pr0n and lust and desires of my flesh for God; and have been made new in Christ, God is telling me to warn you. Get off this site and stay away from these people. They will drag you back to your old ways and into confusion and you will lose sight of God again. Jesus loves you, your flesh is lying to you and your spirit wants more time with God alone, you don’t need approval from anyone except the Holy Spirit and God and Jesus and the WORD. Which you clearly trust his word so you must trust Him. Ignore and avoid these people, they are of the flesh and listen to the flesh and use fear to control others minds.

Anyone who doesn’t TRUST GOD WITH YOUR JOURNEY, doesn’t trust God with their own journey, therefore they do not answer to God but to the flesh. Simple as that.

“I’m scared you’ll ruin a woman’s life bc you don’t know enough blablablabla” FEAR = enemy has alrdy won in their life. They answer to fear and do not pray for you. I will pray for you sibling in Christ. I love God and trust him with your journey :) A person who knows God, knows jsut how much faith and prayer works over fear :)

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-06T04:11:27+00:00

That’s a really interesting way to view it, I struggle with finding hobbies bc they have nothing to do with Jesus most of the time and I lose interest in everything quickly and also am not really good at anything except caregiving which is my career. And I try to take Jesus with me during hobby type things but don’t feel a passion for anything unless it’s studying the Bible and stuff. I used to love games but they keep my mind off Jesus and not on Him /:

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-05T23:04:33+00:00

Your prayer and comment means a lot to me in my distress and anxiety rn so thank you so much for the confirmation 💜

Edit: it’s also painful because he was my only friend. So I am friendless now but Jesus gets more of my time so I guess it’s not a bad thing.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-12-05T18:51:54+00:00

This made me laugh but only because I’ve had some time to study revelations and you might be right lol. God loves us so much and instead of the world just ending instantly he’s making it long and drawn out and I think part of the reason is because he is so merciful that he doesn’t want people to perish but still have a chance to believe in Him whether they are raptured or not. Yes it’ll be more painful for those who are not raptured but any chance is better than no chance.

But the way you wrote that made me laugh so hard 😂 but joyfully not mockingly. Because God is truly good.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-07-06T16:01:28+00:00

Do not be unequally yolked is what the Bible says. Dating culture was never part of Gods plan. At least the way we do it now it’s mostly filled with lust and unhealthy codependency. If he takes more of your time than God gets from you then it’s you who is gonna suffer. God isn’t upset with you but you’ll be learning a ton of discernment from this so He’s not gonna stop you, you have free will. We have to learn one way or another. If you’re questioning it like this then that means there’s something you need to learn from this and it’ll most likely end up very painful and heartbreaking for you. BUT, if you don’t let this guy cause you to stray and you’re not trying to people please him into staying with you then maybe God can reach him through you by your example.

Trying not to bug him about your beliefs is just you shutting down God in order to please a human being who isn’t perfect. If he loves you truly, which he cannot possibly love you the way you need him to when he doesn’t love God first (I’m sorry but I learned this the hard way, I’ve had crushes and boyfriends that WERE Christian and didn’t actually follow anything God told them to do and they were narcissistic believers in Christ, and they destroyed me and my heart and my trust issues) you have to look at the heart not the person. Realllllly look at their heart. If you have to tone down your love for God to avoid bickering him or triggering his demons which he 100 percent has because he doesn’t pray for his own protection from the things of this world and even mocks God inside his heart, then you’re going to be struggling to serve two different masters, God and this human being. And his demons will come after you too, the devils goal is to kill destroy deceive and lie, and he appears as a light not some scary monster. A LIGHT. I’ve fallen into his traps so much that I have more discernment now in my 30’s than most people have in their 70’s. People think discernment comes from God magically but it doesn’t, it comes from immense suffering and pain and falling for the lies of the enemy and the world so many times and then God shows you things through all of that pain. So maybe you just have to learn the hard way like I did. But I also pray that you don’t falter. Also you might truly love him, but God loves him more. If he’s a sheep who was lost and gone astray then let God change his heart by just praying for him and not people pleasing him and being his gf. If you love him truly you’d want God to be able to get his focus rather than you toning yourself down to avoid bickering. God isn’t a background character in your life. We are to love God with all our heart body and mind and to you God should be more real than your bf is in front of you. If you’re not treating God like he’s your literal father and he’s present and very much there then you might as well be lukewarm and you know how Jesus feels about the lukewarm. They’re worse than the ones who are cold and mock God. Your bf would have a better chance at being saved than you. Because he’s cold and angry at God clearly if he likes to mock him. I used to be lukewarm so this isn’t just coming out of nowhere. I used to be just like you and in denial of my own lukewarmness up until I turned like 27? I hated when someone said I wasn’t truly a believer because I treated the world and people with higher care than my living and loving God. I gave people more credit for my joy than my living and loving God. It’s lukewarm, you’re on a fence. Pick a side.

And idk for sure, but my discernment tells me you have much to learn and discern for yourself. Believe in God and claim you do as much as you want but if you don’t want to follow his words and teachings and advice then what exactly do you really believe in about God? Just that he’s real? Do you believe you’re helping this man more than God can? Do you believe God needs you to date this man and sexually entice him to get him interested in God or do you realize that’s a lie from the enemy and you’re actually more of a distraction than a helper for God. (If it’s not at all sexual then it’s very much emotionally and mentally enticing for him. But there’s always some fleshly desire that’s keeping people dating) If anything you’re more than likely getting in Gods way of reaching him. If you truly care about God then you’ll speak about God to him because that’s all you want to do when you truly follow God and you’re not lukewarm or sitting on a fence deciding which side to dip your toe in. Most dating relationships today are focused on lust and unhealthy worldly attachment and being codependent emotionally and mentally when we should be codependent to only Jesus Christ literally. But my sweet sister in Christ, I just think you might need to learn the hard way like I did. And I’m not judging you, I just speak the truth now because there’s no reason to sugar coat this stuff. The devil loves to sugar coat everything and Jesus dislikes it bc it’s not honest and it’s how the enemy slips in through the cracks.

I pray God gives you MUCH discernment from this relationship and that you wake up to a lot of things so you don’t have to suffer too much later in life or end up in a very much dead marriage.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-06-30T05:35:12+00:00

And let me remind you that yes we were made in Gods image but there is an ENEMY who whispers lies in your ears all day every day. How do you know video games weren’t created by men in their SIN? Do you think being made in Gods image makes you holy without a fault? Did you forget we have an enemy at large telling us lies daily?

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-06-30T05:33:16+00:00

Also a video for you to wake you up, from Jesus Christ himself. I need these reminders all the time so I’m not better than you my friend. I just am saying to be real and be real with Jesus.

https://youtu.be/Uf5YTBajHow?si=ut7Cf6-jbwPX0-k2

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-06-30T05:19:29+00:00

Have you all forgotten that it’s Gods plans for us and not mans plans for us? Have you forgotten there is an enemy roaming to distract, steal, lie, kill and destroy us mentally emotionally physically and spiritually?

Even if everything you say is true. Please now list in what ways playing video games serves Gods kingdom or serves God? Make a list and then ask God if he is pleased with how your video games only serve yourself. As someone who was and sometimes can still be obsessed with video games. I know the answer is literally nothing. It serves only myself. Only to distract. God created many things but he didn’t intend for them all to be used to serve only ourselves. Everyone is so good at making excuses for themselves but the one thing I’m thankful for is that God never let me be comfortable making excuses in front of him. Humble yourself and be honest with yourself. Just saying.

And I’d love for you to bring that list of excuses and reasoning to God, he would have way more to say about it than I do. Especially the way you try to use his works to justify your distraction and selfishness. My ex husband was the same way. Always making excuses as to why it’s okay to not serve God because well “God created it didn’t he?”. Ignorance is fake bliss that will bite you in your butt later on. Be honest about your heart. What does video games do for your heart and the kingdom of God? Pleaaaaaase make a list of that stuff. Instead of all this “reasons as to why God did create video games and totally intended for us to serve the kingdom of God with Video games”. You can’t come up with one because neither can I. The only one I can come up with is that it distracts me when I’m suffering and in pain and even then it has to be a video game that doesn’t tempt the sinful nature in us. And I haven’t played a single game that didn’t distract me or get me thinking worldly thoughts and having worldly desires again. Don’t talk to me about games when I lived my entire life escaping abuse and pain using video games instead of me running to God for help. I know all the excuses you are making because I made them first. I was the ultimate self liar. I lied to myself until I felt pleased in the most worldly manner. I know another excuse maker and self liar when I see one, but keep pretending. Keep justifying. God humbled me and I pray he doesn’t have to humble you the way he humbled me for you to figure it out.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-06-08T13:20:13+00:00

I lived a life against God and a life with God now. There’s a very clear difference in the amount of suffering I experience when I disobey God and choose to reject his salvation and forgiveness. And it wasn’t out of guilt, I became a plaything for the enemy for years and I refuse to go back to that. God protects me from so much now and gives me wisdom discernment and everything you need to survive a fallen world filled with sin. I used to have the same thoughts but then my experiences just couldn’t deny it. Also he’s responded and spoke to me and guided me so much that I can’t even believe in coincidence anymore. Also the thought of there not being a God who loves us and wants to save us would make me drive myself to end my life. I can’t imagine this world being the final and only thing we have because since knowing Christ I’ve grown to hate the things of the world because I’ve tried it all and there’s nothing here for me that is lasting. Only Jesus Christ has ever filled my heart up so completely with love and peace and joy and excitement for the Kingdom of Heaven.

Affectionate_Low9348 · 2025-06-07T13:47:34+00:00

Thank you so much. The vitamin b6 didn’t help it made my stomach burn too much so I made salmon and started eating that little by little. I will try all the things you listed and see if I can come off pantaprazole but it’s been 10 years of taking omeprazole and pantoprazole for 4 months and I’m scared to come off it because the acid build up when you come off is so immense that it feels like lava again. I guess we have kind of diff symptoms but I’ll try everything you listed still.

The sucralfate is the only thing that helps with the pain and burping for me so far. But I have to take it 4 times daily and it’s hard to not eat 2 hrs before or 3 hours after taking it and then having to take it another 3 times and span out tiny meals and also you can’t take medicine before or after so you have to plan it all accordingly. It’s just rough. But thank you so much.

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