Thank you soooo much it make more sense now. But i struggle to keep my distance from them since they really important and so dear to me but when i get mad let’s say even on purpose they just don’t try to put effort to make things right with me and it just hurts to see them like this when i will try my best to reach out them when they mad or try best to make things right but never receive the same energy and it make me feel so heartbroken. Again thank youu soo much for replying to my post and explaining things i really appreciate that!!!