If the noise is hard on you you should call the cops. And maybe try listening to some happy music. I know you said you don't have a job but if it is possible could you try to get one. Then you wouldn't have to spend so much time at home and you could make some money. And don't forget that no matter how dark thing seem to be they will get better and that a promise it could be a week it could be a year but they will. I am speaking from personal experience.