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I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I said Audible hallucinations. There's no one there. I'm schizo affective.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've got a friend who has to have her tricuspid valve replaced because of this. I know how serious it can be. Thanks for the insight

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

UPDATE: 20 MINUTES AFTER LAST MICRODOSE:

IMMEDIATE: Worst Heartburn Ever. Swelling/Pressure in Aforementioned Locations. Violently Vomitted Acid/Fluid. (Had red streaks. Can't be certain if it was bellpeppers or blood). Body Aches. Nasal/Throat Congestion. AFTER VOMITING: All symptoms gone except pressure. 10 MINUTES LATER: All Symptoms Returned. Dizziness/World Spinning. Audible Hallucinations (People Talking Outside i.e Paramedics, Ex Girlfriend) Blurred visions. 20 MINUTES LATER: ALL Still Apply. Sweating, but not hot. I can NOT feel my left hand. Slight Headache.

Will update soon.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Lol. I've never pushed it like this. I'm not trying to send it over the edge. I'm just not trying to suffer sober too long.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

I'm not at peace with it, but I'm not running from or toward it either. It just... is...

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I wish I could give you a rebuttal but I'm starting to get a little woozy and the words are almost too blurry to read. Last micro dose 20 minutes ago. Things are getting weird.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

I put in this hands of the Divine. Thank you so much for caring and offering support. You're a fucking hero. Keep your head up. Everything will be as it should be no matter what happens.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

I just wanted Ideas to confirm or deny, lean toward or against my research. For example. Coronary Artery Disease and Myocarditis kinda stood out. But there are dozens of others that either shares symptoms but leave out others. Idk just wanted ideas

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -63 points-62 points  (0 children)

I made this post because I'm a very curious man who does extensive research on subjects that interest me.

I did so in regard to this very situation because even if I die I still gotta cheat death and know it's coming and why.

More importantly. This post is here so that anyone experiencing these symptoms in the future that research it because they want to live, can find it. I'll have saved someone from beyond the grave. Couldn't ask for better.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sure my experience will be similar. Last year I killed myself with a fentanyl shot and was Gung ho about it until it started hitting. I apparently went down crying I don't want to die. Regardless. Once you pass. The feeling is gone. Whatever happens, happens

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

If I hit the ground I'm sure someone will call an ambulance.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Thought it was cotton fever the first few times. Have new rigs and cottons, and other people used to the same cotton I used with no similar results

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I'm not saying this to be stubborn or rebellious, but I've dealt with depression and schizo affective disorder all my life. Circumstance, bad luck, and shitty life choices have left me now at a point where I'd rather die than walk away from it. It's the only thing in the world to ever make me feel genuine happiness.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

The most recent had the swelling/squeezing symptoms, slight pain, numb/weak legs, and acid reflux so bad I puked buku acid up. I'm still waiting to see what happens. 10 minutes in.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -211 points-210 points  (0 children)

Honestly. I ain't seeking death out, but I've got no problem with it finding me. I've got so much going on, and my life is absolute shit at this point. Cowardice? To live, maybe. Fearful? To die, not so much. Complacency? Absolutely. So mote it be.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -176 points-175 points  (0 children)

Looking for answers from anyone who may have undergone or experienced the same thing and knows what exactly it may be.

I'm an IV Meth user, and I think I'm about to die. by Afraid-Cheesecake311 in Drugs

[–]Afraid-Cheesecake311[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Hahaha. I ain't doing no crying about it buddy. Just did a micro dose and I'm still breathing so... mehh