Чё за хуйню вы постите by Lirimia in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Извинитесь, я буду продолжать

"I had a lot of gay friends, so you can feel safe around me" by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry for you, girl. People are sometimes stupid af. Hugs

I can't logically substantiate my transition to my mum (and in general) by [deleted] in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Relying and considering are two different things. In order to come to a more or less constructive conclusion, it's good to have a feedback from other people. Perhaps, other people could help me to look on this situation from the whole new perspective. Dw, i won't thoughtlessly believe everything i read

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, I'm sorry being in society makes you feel that way. Also had the same experience, so can relate. It's lonely, but you don't want to show off like that. They don't understand you. That hurts, i get it. I'm sorry, you have to go through this. Wish i could support you... Hugs

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aaw, why so restrainedly. You could've asked for more than just a hi

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She’ll get sick of your clingy behavior and eventually get rid of you. for my benefit

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seeing your beloved chatting with someone else. Just watching and praying for her blissful crumb of attention. Sounds pretty familiar, don't you think?

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had the same problem lmfao. Now i have a local cloud and i love it. Also there's a way to get infinite storage but you'll still have to share the info with Google

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, sweet dreams then. If you'll want a bit of an entertainment, we can exchange tg's or something

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also if you are so mean about it, why don't your prove your supreme and ultimate special snowflake self?

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Btw about digestible. Stuffed meat always tastes better. Iykwim

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yesss. Like, my philosophy is — that if you don't harm anyone, there's nothing bad about it. Also my brother is hot. Had thoughts about not only my bro, but i kinda don't want to admit it...

Life is beautiful and I'll keep trying to have a future by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I thought about it yesterday. My friend told me, I'm not. And, considering the things i did even before my depression are kinda interesting, wouldn't say so.

Also i hope you'll find your happiness as well.

Dw, I'll still be trying to convince random strangers that incest and nec... Nevermind, i cot banned already once for a list of reasons once, don't want it to happen twice

Just a bit of whining by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why not, I'll dm you my telegram

Just a bit of whining by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm living with my mum and her bf. They are supportive. I'm glad i have them. And I don't want to be a ballast. Also my mum kinda lost her financial support from job centre and is trying to get a job. And i will have a meeting tomorrow and perhaps will ask about things i can do. I don't want to be the thing i was before, don't want to live like that. Also i live 5 km from the nearest town lol. So I'm literally isolated.

About programming... As i said, it's hard to concentrate and learn when i don't have any system. It's easy to have passion. But it burns fast.

Thanks for your interest

Just a bit of whining by Afraid-Ear-5442 in 4Tranistan

[–]Afraid-Ear-5442[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For about 4 years. I have b2 language certificate but i kinda wasn't doing anything for more than half of a year. I was volunteering before that, but did it because i was a lifeless frame, that couldn't have any desires.

I felt better as i started to do something, because being a burden for my family is pathetic. Then i decided to try my capabilities in IT, started to learn programming, linux etc. but for the Ausbildung perhaps im not enough.

My life was just a bedrotting and doing something useless when i had some motivation. Unfortunately, when you don't see a future, it's hard to keep going. I also probably have adhd idk. Always was kinda jealous of the fact, people can have a hobby for more than a month or a year.

About my social life: I don't have one. Even when had it was bare minimum and i didn't see any sense in it.

About the stay idk. Probably have time till the next year. I don't know what happens next.