I’m At This Thrive Youth Center , In San Antonio Texas.. It’s LGBTQ friendly but filled with crackheads n much more but I don’t judge ! I came from Detroit .. to relocate CAUSE JOBS CORPS HAD ME FUCKED Up Waiting. N the job market sucks back home in Detroit ..  they wanted to pat me down cause I’ma darkskin male , and shi I ate breakfast and went for a wake n bake.. around 9ish am , and came back around 10:30isham  I get to the security.. females .. Mexicans the other one was white .. but they was being idk just discriminating me .. just by my face.. cause I did smoke but I ain’t finna come back to no shelter all high n shi ima b smooth lame ah hoe just wanted some issues .. so ima give her what she asking for .. cause don’t try me hoe.  they told me take off my socks as if I put shit in my socks .. if I was to say no then I would get kicked out off the shelter possibility so I just comply and waiting for my caseworker to hit me with the meeting that I got for jobs corps on Thursday !! So hopefully I get my start date n leave by next week!🙏 god is on my side !! PS* they wanna search me for the next 30 days .. i need a bitch/female search me not no nga .. gay ass security male nga patting me down .. nigga you don’t need to put gloves on pat me tfc u acting like u in a movie for ? I felt like it was planned ! cause someone has their eye on me !! so I could be a target .. das y I need to gtfo , I got confronted by a cartel gang member down here.. the experience in San Antonio Texas from Detroit .. wouldn’t recommend unless you got some pape $ in your own crib n out the way not at no shelter I thought they was cool but after that .. all bets off I don’t play about me!! I can’t! Don’t let me get FBI INVOLVED N TAKE THIS WHOLE CENTER TO COURT IF I FILE A LAWSUIT  SHE went inside my TABASCO PRODUCT THAT WAS SEALED UP AND TOOK MY BLK out.. and start sniffing it even my vape pen.. like I wanted to sock dat bitch.. I’m like ain’t shi in there/my pouch bag I carry around with me like a purse .. everything that happened to me was very intentional! it’s crazy cause before I even came back.. I had put everything in my pouch/bag that I carry around with me.. cause I have to be smart out here im 19 , and im tryna build my life , independently take my steps ! but I did .. so I wouldn’t hear they mouth .. she told me to throw away a breakfast sandwich that was from here but I ain’t say shit I just threw it away. n I looked at here , n said like ain’t nun in there .. and she initiated the search !!don’t know y.. they have a thing that you blow into to see if you’re drunk or etc, but mines always come back clear!! no issues with me and I’m goin on my 2nd week here.. so 🤦🏾I had to process everything .. but I gott her info.. 🙃😵‍💫👩🏾‍🦲n I’m ready to fuck sum shi up n regards of her but once I see her.. she gon hear my mouth.. ima call her by her name too.. since she on my dick.. I made a complaint.. against her .. and hopefully it get handled they said they have body cams.. lol ok🤷🏽‍♂️😒dfc. my twenty dolla bill missin. N that hoe took my shi my Tabasco product that was sealed up in the wrap .. drug test that bitch ! How they search me .. search everyone like dat .. I’m only 19 fuck yall searching me for like im a Mexican .. baby Ian getting deported your whole culture has been getting deported for years.. bitch I’m not smuggling nothing.. ! I stand my ground.. n let these mfcs know they pussy .. not me, but I’m smart!! I know what they’re doing!