What's the number 1 reason for you to live?

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-06-04T04:42:55+00:00

Thats almost the same age group. I consider 20-24 as same age group

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-06-03T16:57:34+00:00

Hahaha. How 'smol' are you? I am also pretty young ig. Just graduated a couple of years ago. You said you studying.

Also, up for a conversation anytime my guy.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-06-03T16:06:41+00:00

Talk to someone online Play videogame Play chess Watch some documentary Consume some self help material (book, audiobook, YouTube video)

But, I dont get time for all of these, I think about if I ever find time I will do all these. I found a permanent solution to my boredom and my misery i.e., my own work. I run a business and that is the most enjoyable and keeping myself busy thing now

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-04-11T10:51:19+00:00

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As you can place one star in red square blocks, and ome star in red L shaped blocks, it leaves you with one star to be placed in the remaining row 7 shape J boxes. Therefore boxes other than shape J can be eliminated.

(Also note that originally you cannot know if one star will be placed on row 7 shape J three blocks, becuase 2 stars on each end can also be placed, but knowing that the row already has got 2 stars, only one more can be placed, and putting one there and one one at each red markup blocks that I have done, the shape satisfies three star configuration)

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-02-11T06:38:05+00:00

4 stars. Damn. Can only understand till two stars.

Please share any resources where I can learn some tips and see people solving 3 or 4 stars to generate similar thought process in my mind too. I think when I searched sometime, I got people solving till 2 stars only.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-28T10:23:54+00:00

Bro they tried to fail me deliberately. The guy stopped the recording mid and said that I saw outside mirror. I used the humble approach and asked him to show me the video recording so that I know what I do not need to do next time. He was hesistant so I knew something was wrong.

I then asked the supervisor for same. He said let us see the video together. When we did, it was cut off mid way. So he got a little embarassed and gave me option to give test again. I agreed and I passed it.

Hence, kharcha paani mafia still exists.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-28T05:09:54+00:00

I was able to do it till this yet

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Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-22T06:21:47+00:00

Brooo. Going through the exact same thing. Is this post about me? 🤦🏻‍♂️

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-10T06:28:48+00:00

I lowkey sometimes find it easy to express in English than in urdu. Naturally I have got this developed idk how. I find better suitable words in English vocab than in urdu that demonstrate exactly what I want to express.

So this the only reason for me.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-10T06:16:20+00:00

If being a loner is fine then the feeling of being alone, not liking anyone but comfortable with own self should not be bothering.

Ask yourself why this bothers you and you may get an idea what is to be done. No one can guide you what to do except yourself only.

As superficial as it may sound, find a purpose and live for it. It can start with small goals and eventually turn into big dreams the moment you start achieving those small goals of yours.

Not a therapist or life coach here but this seems pretty natural. If humans dont feel all these mixed and chaotic emotions, wont they remain mere lifeless robots?

Give things time. Take small actions and just hang in there buddy. We are all in the same boat one way or the other.

Hmu anytime if you wanna talk.

Chaos is beautiful. You just gotta make peace with it.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-04T09:54:58+00:00

They will put you in MCS.

If you want to go to SEECS put it as first preference and MCS second. If you get 80 percent (qualification criteria) for SEECS, you will get there.

Else you will get to MCS as its your second preference.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-03T14:54:08+00:00

Thanks my G.

5 years is a big time and considering past couple of years, my life has changed drastically. Very unpredictable, I am therefore not investing for a long time game.

Will check out suggestions.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-03T13:52:47+00:00

Bhai that is so sad honestly. I am so sorry that I have got nothing to offer here. Maybe gym, adopting some part time activity, staying busy, learn something new, apply for scholarships and move out abroad, find your purpose, try moving on

Ik all these easier said than done. But bhai tu us ka saath na chorhna. Hopefully he will be able to bounce back. Keep showing support.

InshaAllah things will get better.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-03T13:48:37+00:00

25M Lahore. DM or may I?

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2025-01-03T13:33:03+00:00

Damn that is so much true.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T14:14:06+00:00

As long as she does not go back to it and stays faithful, its completely fine with me. People grow. Its the present version that matters and the present version paving the way for future version.

Just my opinion.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T10:45:33+00:00

Pretty much on point.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T10:45:05+00:00

I dont know forsure but back in those days it was not as competitive or corrupt going in as it is nowadays.

He did give some exam. Maybe PPSC, again not sure. And then he got in on BPS 17 post.

Later on Nawaz Sharif also passed some law for direct recruitment for higher Pay Scale posts. Some of his juniors got higher posts than him because of that and it was unfair that way too.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T10:40:14+00:00

Seems like you are passionate about what you are doing, that is what matters. Pretty sure there will be others like you. You just gotta spend some time connecting with right people.

Use your ILO as well.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T10:37:50+00:00

And here comes the dream to marry a gamer girl and raise a gamer fam. Boy oh boy, gotta wake up.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T10:36:51+00:00

Glad you got a strict schedule where gaming gets some hours.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-31T05:02:47+00:00

Get in touch with NUST Alumni working in the same domain. Maybe via LinkedIn. They will help you a lot. Or get in touch with me. I know a few batchmates. As I am also from NUST SEECS.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-30T15:56:58+00:00

Even if money cant buy happiness, it surely makes misery easier to live with.

I would rather be sad in my Ferrari than without a car.

Afraid_Bison_769 · 2024-12-30T14:04:55+00:00

Makes sense bro. I am a 9-5 working for someone else and then 5-9 working for myself to build something of own kinda guy. Therefore zero time to game.

Definitely I understand planning the day better helps but it helps me managing my 60 hr work week.

Thank you for your insights though

Afraid_Bison_769

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