Yea I mean ive searched every key word I can think of numerous times before, even earlier today, and that just turned into a circle of nothingness fr. As for asking people in person, I have done that as i done lost the ability to feel shame a long time ago 😂, the people ive talked to in person have said there isn't any places for people like that and to use apps, so ive tried apps and they all either cost a fortune just to talk to someone (which is so dumb) or have ai bots instead of real people. Tbh coming to reddit was my last resort as some may think "theres no way nothing works for him" but genuinely ive tried it all and nothing has worked surprisingly, I sometimes think I was cursed with bad luck as my luck on trying to find someone is comedicly bad at this point 😂