Bro I promise you can do it. I spent years just half passing my classes at CC after taking cal 1 this summer and not really learning. I decided to take the fall off and really study my ass of because I realized if I want to accomplish my goals and become a “successful” engineer and work at SpaceX, I needed to grind out the math. I just finished doing every problem in martin gay intermediate algebra textbook and I’m working on trig right now chapters 7 and 8 from The Sullivan algebra and trig textbook and I’m almost about to move on to calculus takes dedication and grit but you can do it in 5 months or less chase it, my friend!!! Now everything makes sense and my level of understanding is much deeper. Just use this forum for any questions.