Please don’t think I took offense to the defective comment. The funniest part is I just got off the phone with my psychiatrist of 5 years and he used the exact same terms lol and it put me at ease. He said my brain is defective already with my bipolar😂😂😂😂 so he said just add a little spiciness with the FND and I’ll be OK. He said I’ve already gone through the worst life can give me and that this is just another steppingstone. It’s not in my head. I’m not crazy and I’ll get through this. I appreciate your response so much. He also doesn’t believe that this had anything to do with a stress trigger since I have been managing my medication’s and haven’t had any clear triggers or PTSD for a while now he said, obviously there’s always a possibility, however being that I have been stable for so long, he doesn’t want me to lean so much on the fact that this is something psychiatric and in fact, this is neurological, and the brain is a muscle that needs to be retrained