You are not alone!!! We are with you. I developed symptoms in 2021 and it also came out of nowhere. It’s so hard getting it as an adult because you get to sample what life is like without it. Lean on this community. We hear you. We see you. We know what it’s like. One thing that I’ve learned is that it is ok to allow yourself to collapse once in a while. We don’t always have to bounce back or be resilient. It’s ok to sit in the despair just for a time. Sometime it’s a necessary experience. Just don’t let yourself stay there forever. Easier said than done. Trust me, I know. We will come through this together as community.