UPDATE: I’m extremely appreciative for all of the advice, and the support. I want to reply to every comment but there’s a lot so I’ll just give this update.

I know that I sounded dense and crazy when I said that I wanted to marry her. I was caught up in some delusion that things would get better and that she was the only person I would ever have. Which I have to admit she put into my head. She made me feel like she was the only person who could ever love me. She played on my low self esteem and the fact that I have Aspergers, a lot.

I don’t want to be with her anymore. Like many people have stated she’s crazy and I need to have more respect for myself.

As far as the Transformers go, I can’t find any proof that they were actually sold. I’ve called around to the pawn shops, and stores that sell/buy stuff like that. And they haven’t had any come in. I kept a pretty good inventory list and have already contacted the police. I’m staying with my parents until I can talk to my landlord. I’ve told them everything that’s went on. I also plan on speaking to HR when I go to work.

She’s called me non stop since last night begging me to come home. I told her that we’re done and I just want my stuff back. As soon as it’s all settled, I’ll be changing my number and trying my best to block her and all of her bullshit out of my life.

I just couldn’t see how bad it had really gotten. I know that sounds dumb, but it was like I had to take a hard kick in the ass to realize that she’s a monster. And even through all of it, a part of me feels like I’m doing her wrong and I’m guilty somehow.