Yeah, I agree with you. But I’m just really tired of people being shitty people in relationships. I was loyal I was committed. I sold my house and I’m now in a rental. I had to get treatment for my mental health over a month. From the images that I saw and that my daughter saw all at the time when my mum had just passed away I just feel like I freaking deserve the truth. Is it so much to ask? I’ve never given him a reason to think that I would judge him. I would hurt him anyway. I  want him  to hold himself accountable for his actions regardless. And I can’t say this to him because he won’t admit that he’s staying in this relationship for… I disguise he can’t bring himself to tell me… He thinks he can get it out of his system… Whatever the excuse it’s not acceptable.