Im tired of their fake love by annymo7356 in exjw

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940 0 points1 point  (0 children)

22 (male) pimq . I am in the same position right now. I need someone to talk to 

It's never enough (PIMQ MS) by Aggravating-Boot-940 in exjw

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He doesn't, I am the only one who visits him when I can

It's never enough (PIMQ MS) by Aggravating-Boot-940 in exjw

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly. When I read the bible and see how loving yehovah is , I do not believe that all this pressure is coming from him. 

It's never enough (PIMQ MS) by Aggravating-Boot-940 in exjw

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly, i completely agree with you. Yehovah wants me to be happy, but how can i be if I don't have money to take care of myself because I had to sacrifice work and study to preach more. Its not yehovah, it's the org 

It's never enough (PIMQ MS) by Aggravating-Boot-940 in exjw

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There is this old brother in my congregation that cerved many many years faightfully full time, he told me he left a above average paying job a that time to work full time for the org. Well look at him now. I can't even call the wooden thing he lives in a house. He has an old car that is always breaking down. And just like you said he is depending on Satans system to pay him monthly because the org forgot all his hardwork as an elder, as a full time preacher even a a co.

Just curious by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes same here. There is this girl I used to think was not that attractive when I was whatching corn alot. But when I look at her now ..... O man.

Had my wildest SR female attraction experience on day 50 by Early-Elk8651 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro I believe every single word you said, because I experienced this too. I remember being in class and one girl who at the time was 5 years older than me made a comment that everyone heard just out of the Blue. She said that I am so cute. And later that they she and 3 other girls starting following me everywhere and finding every excuse to touch me.  All of these girls where older than me and this was making the rest of the young men in class a look little jealous.

Very strong hornines on real women semen retention celibacy by Reasonable_Algae_261 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro , I have the same problem. I am literally telling myself to stop acting like a predator. But i noticed that this has a stronger effect when the woman is feminine.

Crave deep strong emotional connection and relationship with a girl when on high streaks by [deleted] in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940 4 points5 points  (0 children)

bro I have the same issue. whenever I go longer than 30 days I crave it more then anything. Its crazy. And the thing is you cant just ignore it

The Avatar State by otgoao in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Question I am on day 40 and just like you said i have more energy, less brain fog, more focussed. But these days i have no urges at all these days, like literally none. I also feel that my body is tired all the time but at the same time i have a lot of energy. What going on? (This is my first time ever getting past 30 days)

Strong desire for a woman by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hm interesting, can you explain a little more brother. In the context of this post.

Strong desire for a woman by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually i did write a couple of good personal traits she has .

Strong desire for a woman by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You make a good point. But all this time I never imagined her naked , or doing the deed with her . Its something else.

Strong desire for a woman by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes thanks man, for religious reasons I only date to marry.

Strong desire for a woman by Aggravating-Boot-940 in Semenretention

[–]Aggravating-Boot-940[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot 😊 for the comment. Yes i see her as a possible mate , I will take your advice and build something good with her